Community Conversation => Transgender talk => Topic started by: MugwortPsychonaut on April 07, 2014, 02:00:01 AM Return to Full Version
Title: Noticing more guys
Post by: MugwortPsychonaut on April 07, 2014, 02:00:01 AM
Post by: MugwortPsychonaut on April 07, 2014, 02:00:01 AM
There's a skater I've known for... I don't know how many years now. Eight? Nine? It's been a long time. I never felt any attraction. It was always, "Oh, he's a rad dude, and he has good style." (Style is a skateboarding term regarding the way a person moves). I just never had any interest in dudes. Now that I'm transitioning, it's another story. I was at the skatepark a few nights ago. I saw him, and -- "Oh!"
He's suddenly cute as can be! Just like before, I don't know what I would do with a boy crush. I don't know how I would fantasize a boy crush. Would I want to kiss him? I don't know that my sexuality's that developed yet. Maybe imagine sitting next to him, with my hands folded between my knees, batting my eyes at him? Aaaaaaah, he's so cute!!
He's suddenly cute as can be! Just like before, I don't know what I would do with a boy crush. I don't know how I would fantasize a boy crush. Would I want to kiss him? I don't know that my sexuality's that developed yet. Maybe imagine sitting next to him, with my hands folded between my knees, batting my eyes at him? Aaaaaaah, he's so cute!!