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Title: My Intro. to everyone here
Post by: Karla B on July 19, 2007, 01:34:43 PM
Post by: Karla B on July 19, 2007, 01:34:43 PM
Hi! Everyone, I'm Karla B. or maybe I should say that Karla is the women inside of me.
Karla has been tormenting me to let her out since my early teens. I'm 47 now and I'm truly sorry that I've been keeping her hiden for so long. If I had let her out 25 or so years ago, she could have been a very attractive,energetic,smart and strong young woman.
Unfortunately back in the seventies,we didn't have the information we do now. Back then you didn't know the who,what and where of these types of issues. Honestly,I didn't even know that something like this existed. All I knew was, there was something different about me. I even thought that I might be gay, because of my desire to be a girl and my desire to do girlish things, Which I enjoyed doing very,very much.
Then came a point in my early 20s where I hit complete denial.
I tried to push Karla completely out of my life by throwing everything like Clothes ,underware and makeup out. I evenstarted trying to boost my T levels for bodybuilding to make me bigger and more manly. Although I did make myself bigger, I didn't take it to the extreme.
I thought that, by doing these things, It would make me forget about Karla's existance. WRONG!! After so many years of fighting her, I finally realize that she is a huge part of me, Heck! She is me!
I've come to an agreement with her,I will let her out, but there are going to be a few times that I have to be me.( for important reasons) Karla is fine with that!
So I'll be looking forward to learning,sharing thoughts,some tears and having a few laughs with you fine and couragous folks. :)
Karla has been tormenting me to let her out since my early teens. I'm 47 now and I'm truly sorry that I've been keeping her hiden for so long. If I had let her out 25 or so years ago, she could have been a very attractive,energetic,smart and strong young woman.
Unfortunately back in the seventies,we didn't have the information we do now. Back then you didn't know the who,what and where of these types of issues. Honestly,I didn't even know that something like this existed. All I knew was, there was something different about me. I even thought that I might be gay, because of my desire to be a girl and my desire to do girlish things, Which I enjoyed doing very,very much.
Then came a point in my early 20s where I hit complete denial.
I tried to push Karla completely out of my life by throwing everything like Clothes ,underware and makeup out. I evenstarted trying to boost my T levels for bodybuilding to make me bigger and more manly. Although I did make myself bigger, I didn't take it to the extreme.
I thought that, by doing these things, It would make me forget about Karla's existance. WRONG!! After so many years of fighting her, I finally realize that she is a huge part of me, Heck! She is me!
I've come to an agreement with her,I will let her out, but there are going to be a few times that I have to be me.( for important reasons) Karla is fine with that!
So I'll be looking forward to learning,sharing thoughts,some tears and having a few laughs with you fine and couragous folks. :)
Title: Re: My Intro. to everyone here
Post by: Sarah Louise on July 19, 2007, 01:38:38 PM
Post by: Sarah Louise on July 19, 2007, 01:38:38 PM
Welcome Karla,
Thank you for the introduction, I think you will find many here with similiar stories. Sit back and enjoy yourself.
Sarah L.
Thank you for the introduction, I think you will find many here with similiar stories. Sit back and enjoy yourself.
Sarah L.
Title: Re: My Intro. to everyone here
Post by: Jay on July 19, 2007, 01:42:12 PM
Post by: Jay on July 19, 2007, 01:42:12 PM
Welcome to Susans Karla :)
Title: Re: My Intro. to everyone here
Post by: RebeccaFog on July 19, 2007, 03:36:45 PM
Post by: RebeccaFog on July 19, 2007, 03:36:45 PM
Hi Karla,
It's great that you are ready to tackle your situation. Better late than never. You have a lot to look forward too, some good and some bad. Unfortunately, there is always some bad for everyone. I don't say that to scare or to discourage you, but to let you know that whatever it is, someone here has probably been through it or is going through it at the same time you are. You're not alone.
Welcome!!
Rebis
Title: Re: My Intro. to everyone here
Post by: Ms Bev on July 19, 2007, 10:01:15 PM
Post by: Ms Bev on July 19, 2007, 10:01:15 PM
Welcome to Susans, Karla. I'm sure you will find this a safe, enjoyable place, and learn lots!
Beverly
Beverly
Title: Re: My Intro. to everyone here
Post by: TheBattler on July 19, 2007, 10:30:56 PM
Post by: TheBattler on July 19, 2007, 10:30:56 PM
Hi Karla,
Wellcome to Susans - I am sure you will enjoy your stay here. Feel free to talk about the topics that are on your mind.
Alice
Wellcome to Susans - I am sure you will enjoy your stay here. Feel free to talk about the topics that are on your mind.
Alice
Title: Re: My Intro. to everyone here
Post by: tinkerbell on July 19, 2007, 11:00:06 PM
Post by: tinkerbell on July 19, 2007, 11:00:06 PM
Hi Karla and welcome to Susan's!
Thanks very much for your introduction. Please take a few moments to get familiar with the site, review the site rules and take advantage of our many resources such as the wiki, chat, and links listed at the main page. We look forward to your future posts and participation. Enjoy your stay!
tink :icon_chick:
Thanks very much for your introduction. Please take a few moments to get familiar with the site, review the site rules and take advantage of our many resources such as the wiki, chat, and links listed at the main page. We look forward to your future posts and participation. Enjoy your stay!
tink :icon_chick:
Title: Re: My Intro. to everyone here
Post by: Karla B on July 20, 2007, 01:01:21 PM
Post by: Karla B on July 20, 2007, 01:01:21 PM
My Thanks to all for having me here! After reading all those nice posts, I know this is the place I want to be and should be :)
Once again, Thankyou to all :D
Karla B
Once again, Thankyou to all :D
Karla B