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Title: I need a Hug...
Post by: Kamyu on July 01, 2014, 06:04:22 PM
Hi all,

So today has been all over the board. On a happy note, I was able to schedule a laser hair consultation for next week. Even going to ask them about something that caught my eye called MiraDry. Looks like something that would allow me to get underarm laser earlier. Anyone have any experience with MiraDry? Its basically for stopping underarm sweat/odor.

On the downside, feeling frustrated with lack of local or localish medical support. Particularly on starting HRT. Lots of will maintain if already started but wont start hrt.

Thinking I probably need to get mind off hrt and look/work on other aspects of transition. Dysphoria is spiky today. Worked on voice today. Continued thinking about names. Loving my hair as it gets longer but cant will it to grow faster. Might do some online clothes browsing. That seems to soothe me as I work on my fashion sense.

Speaking of names, here's my top three. Thoughts or opinions would help. I like all three.

Brianne - Fem version of my name
Samantha - Always liked this name, probably from watching Bewitched as a child
Cassandra - A more recent fav

Other names but might be a little too exotic.

Kamyu -  My fav char from an anime.
Ruri - Another fav from anime. Also my avatar picture.

Sorry for venting, just felt like I needed some support. Feeling a little better already just from posting this.

Thoughts, ideas, encouragement are all welcome.

~Kamyu
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: Jessica Merriman on July 01, 2014, 06:10:09 PM
 :icon_hug: :icon_hug: :icon_hug: :icon_hug: :icon_hug: :icon_hug: :icon_hug:

Hang in there sweetie! I know how the medical community can be from personal experience myself. PM if you ever need anything.

Jessica :)

PS-You sound like a Cassandra to me.  ^-^
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: CindyCD on July 01, 2014, 06:14:24 PM
Great big hugs coming at you  :icon_hug: :icon_hug:

I like Cassandra, too! :icon_biggrin:
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: AnnaCannibal on July 01, 2014, 06:32:28 PM
Hugs!  Its a slow process, I know.  When they say patience is needed, they weren't lying.  But you'll get there!  Your name is yours for the choosing, but I 3rd that Cassandra seems to fit.
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: Jocelyn Rose on July 01, 2014, 06:46:25 PM
Hugs!! Its all a process which is absolutely nothing short of frustrating in the beginning especially! But the struggles and things we all have to deal with is what makes us who we are and what helps bring us all together! Hang in there girl!!!

PS.. I like Brianne personally, but thats just my opinion.

Xo
Jocelyn Rose
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: Rachel on July 01, 2014, 08:03:14 PM
Brianne is beautiful.

Hugs and shopping helps.
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: Serenahikaru on July 01, 2014, 08:04:50 PM
Hugs ^^ and Im having a little trouble starting hrt too. I think Brianne has a nice sound.
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: Kaydee on July 01, 2014, 08:18:17 PM
I always liked Samantha - but am afraid it would be shortened to Sam.   

Hugs and may tomorrow brings a brighter day!
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: HelloKitty on July 01, 2014, 09:26:41 PM
Aww, hugs! :)
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: Kamyu on July 01, 2014, 10:33:03 PM
Thank you all for your warm comments and hugs. ^_^

I'm feeling better now. Your hugs all helped.

Feel free to continue the Hug-A-Thon. Can never get too many hugs. ^_^
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: Ravensong on July 01, 2014, 11:42:03 PM
Many more Hugs (those little drink barrels are fun and tasty! :D)   I like Cassandra and Brianne.  Maybe shorten Cassandra to Cassie for close friends/nickname?  Just a thought.  I think you sound more like a Cassie than just a Cassandra, but that's just me.
Title: Re: I need a Hug...
Post by: LordKAT on July 02, 2014, 12:17:17 AM
Funny, my first instinct was Cassandra also. It must be right.