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Sorry I just wanted to share this. I just awoke up like 20 mins ago after what maybe one of my best sleeps in a really long time.

I had a dream last night that I was pregnant. The hapinness and joy in the dreams felt so real. That feeling is still lingering as type this. Oh god I so want a baby so badly...

Any one else get dreams like this?

I had one a few months ago like that. I woke up with a huge smile on my face and felt good about the dream. Funny thing though in the dream I still was all male downstairs and I was freaking out how I was going to be able to deliver the baby and the doc in the dream said we'll give you SRS while we deliver the baby at the same time.

Quote from: amymichelle on August 30, 2014, 06:13:27 AM
Funny thing though in the dream I still was all male downstairs and I was freaking out how I was going to be able to deliver the baby and the doc in the dream said we'll give you SRS while we deliver the baby at the same time.

Well in my dream .. I was like whole downstairs. I felt as if a really did have a baby growing in me. I could feel it inside. The feeling has somehow lingered with me the entire day today. And it felt good for a while .. but reality is a b**** no matter what happens, I know I will never be a mum and have my own baby..

I did early on HRT, and I blame the hormones. :) I used to wake up with the afterimages of the emotion in the dream too, but *also* the awareness that I never wanted kids and still don't...