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Title: Weird incoming!
Post by: Lostkitten on September 08, 2014, 11:12:43 AM
It is funny how life goes right? When I was young I have been depressive, troubled, anti social. I was bullied and was an outsider. People thought I was gay, weird or just an easy victim to step on.

I had my parents divorcing. More troubles. Issues at school. I was a slow learner and at some point everyone believed I needed professional help to be able to life as how everyone else does. I started another study. This time towards my all time hobby, being creative.

From here on everything changed. I stood up for myself and did what I thought was scary. I walked up to total strangers and would just socialize, make friends, make contacts. Internships/jobs suddenly went perfect but even so, I still felt something was missing.

To myself and anyone who ever doubted I proved otherwise by temporarily moving to London to have an internship in the number 1 agency worldwide. Where people used to look down on me, they now looked up to me. I had people telling me I got it easy. I got talent. I know what I am doing. While they didn't knew where I came from and how tough it has been. But now because I made being a weird one, my own, I made it this far.

The thing is; people don't see what you went trough to get at where you stand now. I don't want people telling me I got a talent for my job or how they might be jealous of how I am expressing myself.

About myself! I am 26 and at the moment living at home while I am looking for a job. I am starting with hormones in about a month or two and can't wait :D! I already live my life how I would like to and am often seen as a woman, which is awesome :D! I am 189 cm tall and alright a little shorter would be nice but standing out is also.

Beside that I am a creative weirdo with a love for colors and anything creativity related! My dream is to work in the top of the design and how weird it may be; I am already thinking of a creative way to out myself, go viral and make genderdysforie cool instead of taboo. No idea how that will go, but ah well.. I am a weird one so I just as well do something with it :P.
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: Jessica Merriman on September 08, 2014, 11:47:12 AM
A big warm welcome to the family Kirey! It sounds like you are doing very well and if there is ever anything we can help you with just ask. This really is a family and we all share each others ups and downs. I am very sure you will make a lot of friends here in no time. A word of warning though as this place is very addictive and time flies very quick. I know you must be absolutely thrilled with HRT coming up so soon and I wish you the best!  :)

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Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: YinYanga on September 08, 2014, 01:31:33 PM

Welcome Kirey! You can be as weird and colourful as you want to be!

"genderdysforie" Are you dutch? Looks like the dutch translation of the word :P
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: Lostkitten on September 08, 2014, 03:05:43 PM
Yupp I am Dutch. Not sure if I wrote it wrong xD?

Omehgawd do I have to do these three verifications every time I send a message D:?
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: Ms Grace on September 08, 2014, 03:19:57 PM
From one creative weirdo to another, welcome to the forum!
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: YinYanga on September 08, 2014, 03:53:36 PM
Quote from: Kirey on September 08, 2014, 03:05:43 PM
Yupp I am Dutch. Not sure if I wrote it wrong xD?

Omehgawd do I have to do these three verifications every time I send a message D:?

No, you wrote it correctly in Dutch ;) I think its genderdysphoria in English

Anyway, nice to see another dutchie here

Not sure what you mean with the verifications..I dont have them
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: Lostkitten on September 08, 2014, 05:33:53 PM
I think it is because I am a newbi ^^. But yupp, nice meeting you too :D!
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: Jera on September 08, 2014, 06:13:15 PM
Not just because you're a newb (whatever that means).

Some of us like creative weirdos. It's an extra perspective.

I hope you find what you're looking for here, and I hope we see more of you. :)
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: Lostkitten on September 09, 2014, 07:47:23 AM
Probably will.. I talk a lot and even keep it small at the moment because I already feel my name shows up at too many topics xD.

A newbi is a new person! A noob. A nitwit o.o.

And thank you all :D!
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: YinYanga on September 09, 2014, 08:57:40 AM

Lil Nublet  ;D
Title: Re: Weird incoming!
Post by: Jera on September 09, 2014, 04:58:13 PM
Quote from: Kirey on September 08, 2014, 03:05:43 PM
Omehgawd do I have to do these three verifications every time I send a message D:?

It won't be every single time, but it will be for a little while. Once you reach a certain number of posts, they disappear. I'm not sure if it's 15 or 20 or 40 or 50 or whatever, but they do disappear.

Susan's just wants to make sure you're not a robot for a while. :)