Susan's Place Transgender Resources

 ::)I heard about susan's place from one of my friends. I'm an ftm, and accepted the top surgery over three months before. I ever took methyltestosterone at university for about one year and a half. But what made me confused was, since my T had been stopped, I got tender unexpectedly, liked cute things, even looked rather cissy from my voice, my tune and my way of walking, but all for that I still dislike my female body. Who could tell me why? Now I don't know if I should accept the bottom surgery. So cissy. Who would like a cissy man? More importantly, as a post-'80 generation person, I'm not young any more after all. I'm confused. :-(

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