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Title: Just Want to Be Alone
Post by: Fifi33 on October 07, 2014, 12:02:14 AM
Post by: Fifi33 on October 07, 2014, 12:02:14 AM
Have you ever had so many people in your life, that you are in lack of control?
People who make YOUR choices, their main focus.. but become enraged by what YOU do, but choose to pay you attention? Some people offer a "good life" and push hard to force you into the "good life". You cannot talk about your interest or goals because like a sponge everyone seeks to drain you. I am NEVER alone, I mean NEVER! I am a very passive clairvoyant person.. I see, hear, vision it all! It is too much.. I am a person who is introverted and enjoys TRULY being alone, does not the subliminal messages and quiet monitoring.. I really see myself growing old and simple.. Not that those who live a different lifestyle are more or less.. I just want a 9 to 5 I could enjoy working to die for. Transition and just live.. I would afford what I can afford, do what I can do.. Possibly a few friends and a repetitive lifestyle.. Bland and boring.. Yay! Maybe a boring bf too! (So joking) I just feel fulfilled and grown.. Still want to continue school and maintain a job.. Attempts to the simple!
Maybe time? :o I can "sense" the old lady in me.. She is happy.. and yelling TURN DOWN! Anyone else enjoy a simple or "boring" life?
People who make YOUR choices, their main focus.. but become enraged by what YOU do, but choose to pay you attention? Some people offer a "good life" and push hard to force you into the "good life". You cannot talk about your interest or goals because like a sponge everyone seeks to drain you. I am NEVER alone, I mean NEVER! I am a very passive clairvoyant person.. I see, hear, vision it all! It is too much.. I am a person who is introverted and enjoys TRULY being alone, does not the subliminal messages and quiet monitoring.. I really see myself growing old and simple.. Not that those who live a different lifestyle are more or less.. I just want a 9 to 5 I could enjoy working to die for. Transition and just live.. I would afford what I can afford, do what I can do.. Possibly a few friends and a repetitive lifestyle.. Bland and boring.. Yay! Maybe a boring bf too! (So joking) I just feel fulfilled and grown.. Still want to continue school and maintain a job.. Attempts to the simple!
Maybe time? :o I can "sense" the old lady in me.. She is happy.. and yelling TURN DOWN! Anyone else enjoy a simple or "boring" life?
Title: Re: Just Want to Be Alone
Post by: Sosophia on October 07, 2014, 01:00:59 PM
Post by: Sosophia on October 07, 2014, 01:00:59 PM
my parents are like that trying to push their notions of life on me without listening , sometim i just want a simple life too but a job feels too much for me and i keep droping off school , going to try something else this year (psychology) , sometime i tough of going to tibet and be a "bhudist" nun far from the world ( just for that ) , or even moving in a country where prostitution is legal to be a prostitute for a simple life with human touch and affectivity
Title: Re: Just Want to Be Alone
Post by: Pikachu on October 07, 2014, 01:25:17 PM
Post by: Pikachu on October 07, 2014, 01:25:17 PM
I'm pretty introverted and boring, myself. I have a small group of people I'm close to and like it that way, and I truly enjoy nothing more than living a simple, quiet existence. Some people, I'm sure, think that I'm only this way because of some type of social anxiety, but that's not the case. I truly don't understand the appeal of an "exciting" life filled with people. It all just sounds grating and tiresome to me. I don't like being in groups of people, where everyone is talking at once. I prefer the closeness of private conversations.