Community Conversation => Transitioning => Hormone replacement therapy => Topic started by: BeemoX on October 18, 2014, 03:45:03 AM Return to Full Version
Title: Struggling
Post by: BeemoX on October 18, 2014, 03:45:03 AM
Post by: BeemoX on October 18, 2014, 03:45:03 AM
Hey,
I'm just feeling super down.
I'm AMAB.
I desperately want to transition.
To something femme/adnogyne.
But I'm baby-crazy.
I just want my baby.
I won't transition until they're conceived/born.
I don't even have a partner.
Or particularly want one.
I'd rather just be castrated sometimes.
Libido is obnoxious.
Every time I undress,
I look down thinking,
"What's even the point of you!
Unnecessary flesh sack."
Ew.
Guess I'm just venting.
Thanks for being here, everyone.
I'm just feeling super down.
I'm AMAB.
I desperately want to transition.
To something femme/adnogyne.
But I'm baby-crazy.
I just want my baby.
I won't transition until they're conceived/born.
I don't even have a partner.
Or particularly want one.
I'd rather just be castrated sometimes.
Libido is obnoxious.
Every time I undress,
I look down thinking,
"What's even the point of you!
Unnecessary flesh sack."
Ew.
Guess I'm just venting.
Thanks for being here, everyone.
Title: Re: Struggling
Post by: Cindy on October 18, 2014, 03:46:27 AM
Post by: Cindy on October 18, 2014, 03:46:27 AM
Sounds like time to talk to a gender therapist!
Title: Re: Struggling
Post by: BeemoX on October 18, 2014, 04:08:19 AM
Post by: BeemoX on October 18, 2014, 04:08:19 AM
Yes...
I had been,
Then school started,
And started the think I could manage this myself...
I had been,
Then school started,
And started the think I could manage this myself...
Title: Re: Struggling
Post by: Cindy on October 18, 2014, 04:11:15 AM
Post by: Cindy on October 18, 2014, 04:11:15 AM
Nah, we need help to deal with the issues, otherwise they just keep growing