Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Post operative life => Topic started by: Medusa on November 03, 2014, 09:03:48 AM Return to Full Version
Title: Nightmares/Strange dreams about that thing down there
Post by: Medusa on November 03, 2014, 09:03:48 AM
Post by: Medusa on November 03, 2014, 09:03:48 AM
Hi
Im ten months after surgery, which dont finish so good, but sense is good, maybe even better than before and now dont have any problem with orgasm even thought antidepressants, so overall good result, bad thing it that it looks terrible and some erectile tissue remain under it, so I have still bad feeling about that parts of my body
I dont want to have any cutting there again as I worry about feeling, it take long time since it begin to work and was terrible to need to and cant
Another problem is with peeing, it goes "up" so it sometimes go out from toilet ::)
But main problem is with "nightmares", peeing dreams when I have it on hands and legs I can withstand ::) but sexual dreams where when I get horny I have stump of that thing :-\ its quite strange, just short no more than two inches, just to hold with two fingers, some times it is so strange I wake up, other times I begin to masturbate with it and some times finished, I could understand it when I cant reach orgasm during healing, and there was no memories with new equipment, it was only way, to do it with stump of it in dream but why it continues ? It is physically good feeling, but disgusting mentally ... as it ever was before op.
Do ever have similar dreams or so ?
Im ten months after surgery, which dont finish so good, but sense is good, maybe even better than before and now dont have any problem with orgasm even thought antidepressants, so overall good result, bad thing it that it looks terrible and some erectile tissue remain under it, so I have still bad feeling about that parts of my body
I dont want to have any cutting there again as I worry about feeling, it take long time since it begin to work and was terrible to need to and cant
Another problem is with peeing, it goes "up" so it sometimes go out from toilet ::)
But main problem is with "nightmares", peeing dreams when I have it on hands and legs I can withstand ::) but sexual dreams where when I get horny I have stump of that thing :-\ its quite strange, just short no more than two inches, just to hold with two fingers, some times it is so strange I wake up, other times I begin to masturbate with it and some times finished, I could understand it when I cant reach orgasm during healing, and there was no memories with new equipment, it was only way, to do it with stump of it in dream but why it continues ? It is physically good feeling, but disgusting mentally ... as it ever was before op.
Do ever have similar dreams or so ?