Community Conversation => Transgender talk => Topic started by: Larisa on November 12, 2014, 10:51:10 PM Return to Full Version
Title: transgender letter never being sent
Post by: Larisa on November 12, 2014, 10:51:10 PM
Post by: Larisa on November 12, 2014, 10:51:10 PM
I wrote the below and will add on but I never intend to send it, I just wanted to vent like I was talking to him and yes it's helped alot! If he saw this, he would go insane just by what Ive written so far. I however know everyone here would get what Ive written so far! :)
Hey, I wanted to write you weather you get it or not. I want to ask you this first question. If I was transgender, how would that affect your life? You would go on often that Im a guy, not a girl to the point of desperate like it would have a huge affect on you. Plus you attack what you don't understand. Like the last time you saw me, you said Im the most hetro guy you know. Hetro is a sexual attraction term, not a gender identifying term like girl or boy so what you said sounded very ignorant.
You however never question yourself when you don't know a thing on transgender or what it's like to think like a girl like I do. You act like a know it all and insult me by acting like for example you know everything of how a girl thinks. That's arrogant and than to compare yourself to me by saying you think like me is just as bad if worse.
Ive tested you on that before by seeing if you think like a girl without you knowing Im testing you and you fail every single test basically. You have no idea what I go through all the time. You just see a me as a guy on the outside and you say to yourself oh he's a guy. Just because I look like a guy, have a guys voice kind of, dress like a boy and on is pretty much all you see, than your shallow.
You have no idea the sadness I go through plus at times confusion to. You have no idea what it's like to look at other girls and forced to know you don't look like them. You try dealing with it all like being called sir and knowing that it doesn't really apply but people only see the outside of someone.
When you can say you hate facial hair, any thinning hair which btw has thickened and come back a lot and when you say you want the tummy of a girl, we can talk. When you can tell me you have the thought of wanting to be one of the girls, we can talk. When you say you want to wake up a girl, talk to me.
I know for sure you never had a nightmare of being bald covered in facial hair like crazy. I could go through a very long list of those things and I know you have never dealt with one of them. You have said your happy being a guy. That's great but I don't have the same luxury as you knowing your body and brain match just right.
I have WAY more than what Ive written here but it would take chapters more so I won't keep writing. I do hope this all makes sense to you. I know you can't relate to me on this but ya I don't relate to guys basically either so ya but I also know you don't accept me. That's fine.
Hey, I wanted to write you weather you get it or not. I want to ask you this first question. If I was transgender, how would that affect your life? You would go on often that Im a guy, not a girl to the point of desperate like it would have a huge affect on you. Plus you attack what you don't understand. Like the last time you saw me, you said Im the most hetro guy you know. Hetro is a sexual attraction term, not a gender identifying term like girl or boy so what you said sounded very ignorant.
You however never question yourself when you don't know a thing on transgender or what it's like to think like a girl like I do. You act like a know it all and insult me by acting like for example you know everything of how a girl thinks. That's arrogant and than to compare yourself to me by saying you think like me is just as bad if worse.
Ive tested you on that before by seeing if you think like a girl without you knowing Im testing you and you fail every single test basically. You have no idea what I go through all the time. You just see a me as a guy on the outside and you say to yourself oh he's a guy. Just because I look like a guy, have a guys voice kind of, dress like a boy and on is pretty much all you see, than your shallow.
You have no idea the sadness I go through plus at times confusion to. You have no idea what it's like to look at other girls and forced to know you don't look like them. You try dealing with it all like being called sir and knowing that it doesn't really apply but people only see the outside of someone.
When you can say you hate facial hair, any thinning hair which btw has thickened and come back a lot and when you say you want the tummy of a girl, we can talk. When you can tell me you have the thought of wanting to be one of the girls, we can talk. When you say you want to wake up a girl, talk to me.
I know for sure you never had a nightmare of being bald covered in facial hair like crazy. I could go through a very long list of those things and I know you have never dealt with one of them. You have said your happy being a guy. That's great but I don't have the same luxury as you knowing your body and brain match just right.
I have WAY more than what Ive written here but it would take chapters more so I won't keep writing. I do hope this all makes sense to you. I know you can't relate to me on this but ya I don't relate to guys basically either so ya but I also know you don't accept me. That's fine.