Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: Wild Flower on December 01, 2014, 07:25:06 AM Return to Full Version
Title: should i just own it???
Post by: Wild Flower on December 01, 2014, 07:25:06 AM
Post by: Wild Flower on December 01, 2014, 07:25:06 AM
I was depress earlier today because I felt my job was giving me the cold shoulder for being me (and attracting guys... its more like they fear me, its not like they hate me... but they dont want to look at me). I did nothing wrong so they arent going to tell me...
I was depress but then I realize thats stupid.
Im not a whore. I dress normal. Im not a flamer. Im just slightly feminine.
Or its a Monday lol?
I was depress but then I realize thats stupid.
Im not a whore. I dress normal. Im not a flamer. Im just slightly feminine.
Or its a Monday lol?
Title: Re: should i just own it???
Post by: Cindy on December 01, 2014, 07:33:06 AM
Post by: Cindy on December 01, 2014, 07:33:06 AM
Honey, own it !!!!
You're a girl be proud
You're a girl be proud
Title: Re: should i just own it???
Post by: Wild Flower on December 01, 2014, 07:49:55 AM
Post by: Wild Flower on December 01, 2014, 07:49:55 AM
I really dont know why the cold shoulder.
Although some are nicer. Its like its polarize. People cant talk stuff since theres people willing to defend me
Im losing respect... i think itll blow over though.
Although some are nicer. Its like its polarize. People cant talk stuff since theres people willing to defend me
Im losing respect... i think itll blow over though.
Title: Re: should i just own it???
Post by: carrie359 on December 01, 2014, 09:13:43 AM
Post by: carrie359 on December 01, 2014, 09:13:43 AM
Enjoy it.. part of being a girl. Just don't let men run over you..they are the weaker sex in my opinion :)
Keri
Keri
Title: Re: should i just own it???
Post by: Wild Flower on December 01, 2014, 02:31:35 PM
Post by: Wild Flower on December 01, 2014, 02:31:35 PM
Its different than that. It was like I had a stigma attach to my name... and I went to the managers party when no else but my crush was there. I wasnt going to tell my crush not to sit with me.... (my crush took me to the party).
In my opinion it looks like were dating... and now I think my manager thinks Im just gay so avoid me. (Although theres another gay guy... but I think hes afraid of me... because my crush is a married straight man he known for a long time...) and i feel he just doesnt want to be attracted to me so hes avoiding me.
Its like theres fear in these guys eyes... like Im a walking demon. Its like they dont know how to talk to me.
Im coming across as a cis guy.
In my opinion it looks like were dating... and now I think my manager thinks Im just gay so avoid me. (Although theres another gay guy... but I think hes afraid of me... because my crush is a married straight man he known for a long time...) and i feel he just doesnt want to be attracted to me so hes avoiding me.
Its like theres fear in these guys eyes... like Im a walking demon. Its like they dont know how to talk to me.
Im coming across as a cis guy.
Title: Re: should i just own it???
Post by: Cee Myk on December 01, 2014, 03:41:52 PM
Post by: Cee Myk on December 01, 2014, 03:41:52 PM
Maybe you're just seeing things more clearly now. That's how I see it. When I was in a shell of a male identity many years ago, I made the decision to come out at work and the "guys" seemed to want to push me around but couldn't because I was a valued worker. Of course, I followed the process of coming out as gay and then the process of coming out to myself as transgender was something I had to do with myself. Now that I am okay inside, I just be who I am and avoid all the negative stuff my real and true senses tell me are there. Nothing ever completely exists in our heads, IMO. Peace.