Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: katrinaw on January 09, 2015, 06:45:33 AM Return to Full Version
Title: Reality to become reality??
Post by: katrinaw on January 09, 2015, 06:45:33 AM
Post by: katrinaw on January 09, 2015, 06:45:33 AM
Confused ramblings:
Was out dining with friends and realised this may no longer happen with me completing my desires... Kinda sad, scary and a lonely feeling.
As before I feel more relaxed with the girls, and am longing to say "yeah me too, love that/it" but if I did I would have come out to family friends before my SO's.. not really right, fair or maybe desirable.
So many times I have wanted to privately discuss my feeling and desires to other close friend's... but knowing I can't always makes me feel so despondent when I get home.... In fact questioning; but inside I cannot falter as in previous times.... at times like this I feel the wrath of Dysphoria... soooo sad... Can't think of a single non selfish reason why I have not committed before, after all, it ain't new to me :-\
Love you guys, just needed to throw it out there :(
L Katy :-* & :'(
Was out dining with friends and realised this may no longer happen with me completing my desires... Kinda sad, scary and a lonely feeling.
As before I feel more relaxed with the girls, and am longing to say "yeah me too, love that/it" but if I did I would have come out to family friends before my SO's.. not really right, fair or maybe desirable.
So many times I have wanted to privately discuss my feeling and desires to other close friend's... but knowing I can't always makes me feel so despondent when I get home.... In fact questioning; but inside I cannot falter as in previous times.... at times like this I feel the wrath of Dysphoria... soooo sad... Can't think of a single non selfish reason why I have not committed before, after all, it ain't new to me :-\
Love you guys, just needed to throw it out there :(
L Katy :-* & :'(