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Title: Hi i'm new and i just posted my life story for you all to experience!!
Post by: CuddleBear on January 28, 2015, 12:01:47 PM
Post by: CuddleBear on January 28, 2015, 12:01:47 PM
Hi everyone i'm new to this forum, and i wanted to share my story with everyone. I find it alot easier for everyone to learn who i am while i get to know all of you wonderful people that share my problem. Your in for a long read but i think you all will love my story and hopefully make a new friend in me!!!
I am a 19 year old male-female transgender and i have done nothing besides cross dress. I have been knowing i was supposed to be a girl for as long as i can remember. With memories from when i was 4 and would lie im my tiny bed and pray to god that i would wake up the next morning as a cute little blond haired girl in a pink dress. When i was a 7 i would always take my sisters dresses and get all cuddle inside them, her and i would play dress up and dolls together as well. I remember times when i was about 8 and i would be mommy with my babysitters kids (I completely forgot about that before i started typing this). My mom would always work late so until i was about 15 i would cross dress in her clothes while she was away. I have confided in many friends about my identity issues all of which were very supportive except one. He (my longest and closest childhood friend) of course thought blackmailing me to my entire school would be the best tactic. Probably the most fun school year i had in my ENTIRE LIFE... But the jokes on him because he is now a high school dropout, drug addict with an STD...Is that wrong of me for saying??? ANYWAYS back to what i was saying, i had one friend that i confided to that help me the most. Her name was Ciara and she gave me the courage to come out about my gender identity to my parents. This was when i was 15 by the way. We had devised this cute little scheme, bwuahahahahah, where we would be texting each other on facebook about me cross dressing in a blue dress and i would keep the dress on underneath my jammies. We then left my laptop open on the kitchen counter with my I.M. box open for my mom to see. Needless to say i was "caught" wearing a dress. The conversation that followed was TERRIBLY AWKWARD... Unfortunately my mother didnt posses the parenting skills to help resolve this issue. So the whole transgender thing was swept under. UNTIL next week when i grew a pair of balls, ironic huh, and dressed up like a hooker and waited until she got home. I HAD TO PROVE MY POINT -.-... So that time we talked a lot more about it and my mom decided to tell my dad (OH GOODIE!!!) who the decided to make me move in with him because he could afford to bring me to therapy. So after a 15 hour move and 100+ hours of uninformed "were gonna fix ya normal" talks we finally went to a therapist. Although my dad was uninformed he at least tried to help me (whereas my mom was a deer in headlights), and some things he said were helpful. Mainly the things he said about love, relationships, and sex. All of which are important to experience in life, and should help guide your decisions in life. Back to the therapist now. The therapist was really terrible in my opinion, she started off talking about my problem, and then it turned into why me and my dad always fought... SHE DID THIS FOR 6 MONTHS. After that i moved back in with my mom and the topic has never been brought back up with my parents, i guess because they just were not helpful. But it could be a lot worst if they just disowned me, like some parents do. So here we are 3 1/2 years later, i found the woman of my dreams (I like girls) and we will have been together for 2 years in march. She knows i want to be a girl, and i couldnt ask for a better person to support me. But now the question is where do i move on from here?
I am a 19 year old male-female transgender and i have done nothing besides cross dress. I have been knowing i was supposed to be a girl for as long as i can remember. With memories from when i was 4 and would lie im my tiny bed and pray to god that i would wake up the next morning as a cute little blond haired girl in a pink dress. When i was a 7 i would always take my sisters dresses and get all cuddle inside them, her and i would play dress up and dolls together as well. I remember times when i was about 8 and i would be mommy with my babysitters kids (I completely forgot about that before i started typing this). My mom would always work late so until i was about 15 i would cross dress in her clothes while she was away. I have confided in many friends about my identity issues all of which were very supportive except one. He (my longest and closest childhood friend) of course thought blackmailing me to my entire school would be the best tactic. Probably the most fun school year i had in my ENTIRE LIFE... But the jokes on him because he is now a high school dropout, drug addict with an STD...Is that wrong of me for saying??? ANYWAYS back to what i was saying, i had one friend that i confided to that help me the most. Her name was Ciara and she gave me the courage to come out about my gender identity to my parents. This was when i was 15 by the way. We had devised this cute little scheme, bwuahahahahah, where we would be texting each other on facebook about me cross dressing in a blue dress and i would keep the dress on underneath my jammies. We then left my laptop open on the kitchen counter with my I.M. box open for my mom to see. Needless to say i was "caught" wearing a dress. The conversation that followed was TERRIBLY AWKWARD... Unfortunately my mother didnt posses the parenting skills to help resolve this issue. So the whole transgender thing was swept under. UNTIL next week when i grew a pair of balls, ironic huh, and dressed up like a hooker and waited until she got home. I HAD TO PROVE MY POINT -.-... So that time we talked a lot more about it and my mom decided to tell my dad (OH GOODIE!!!) who the decided to make me move in with him because he could afford to bring me to therapy. So after a 15 hour move and 100+ hours of uninformed "were gonna fix ya normal" talks we finally went to a therapist. Although my dad was uninformed he at least tried to help me (whereas my mom was a deer in headlights), and some things he said were helpful. Mainly the things he said about love, relationships, and sex. All of which are important to experience in life, and should help guide your decisions in life. Back to the therapist now. The therapist was really terrible in my opinion, she started off talking about my problem, and then it turned into why me and my dad always fought... SHE DID THIS FOR 6 MONTHS. After that i moved back in with my mom and the topic has never been brought back up with my parents, i guess because they just were not helpful. But it could be a lot worst if they just disowned me, like some parents do. So here we are 3 1/2 years later, i found the woman of my dreams (I like girls) and we will have been together for 2 years in march. She knows i want to be a girl, and i couldnt ask for a better person to support me. But now the question is where do i move on from here?
Title: Re: Hi i'm new and i just posted my life story for you all to experience!!
Post by: Devlyn on January 28, 2015, 12:20:40 PM
Post by: Devlyn on January 28, 2015, 12:20:40 PM
Hi CuddleBear, welcome to Susan's Place! I live near Boston. Thanks for telling us about yourself, it's always a good starting point. See you around the site!
Hugs, Devlyn
Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: Hi i'm new and i just posted my life story for you all to experience!!
Post by: CuddleBear on January 28, 2015, 12:25:05 PM
Post by: CuddleBear on January 28, 2015, 12:25:05 PM
Hi Devlyn its very nice to meet you!
Title: Re: Hi i'm new and i just posted my life story for you all to experience!!
Post by: V M on January 28, 2015, 02:32:42 PM
Post by: V M on January 28, 2015, 02:32:42 PM
Hi CuddleBear :icon_wave:
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V M
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