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Title: Hello...again...kinda
Post by: Katy19 on February 28, 2015, 05:22:08 AM
Post by: Katy19 on February 28, 2015, 05:22:08 AM
Hello everyone.
My name.... Well we'll skip that part for now. I'm 26 years old and I am married with a baby almost here. Since I was 13 I have enjoyed cross dressing and making myself look beautiful. I Would do whatever I could to look as naturally feminine as possible. That was a long time ago. Now I have a small family that I am responsible for. The problem is that this desire to possess feminine beauty hasn't gone away. Over the years I have stuffed it for personal and religious reasons hoping it would eventually die or phase out. It hasnt. I'm here because I want people to talk to. I love my wife more than anything and I love my baby who is joining us soon. My wife and I have talked about this "issue" before and she is against me expressing myself in that way. To her, it wouldn't be me anymore. To her, if I were to transition or maybe even just cross dress a little, it would be a nightmare come true. She is under the impression that this is an urge I am trying to fight and one day win over. That fact that I'm here says otherwise.
I therefore have come to an impasse. We at one point discussed that if I were to transition and attempt to let myself be physically and outwardly feminine, then we cannot stay together. I would have a year to reconsider and then after that it's a divorce.
I am here because I want to talk to people who have experienced the same or similar experience that I have. I just want to know how to deal with this, because I've tried hundreds of things and prayed hundreds of prayers... But nothing stuck...
That's about all I have for now. I look forward to further conversing with you wonderful people.
Me
My name.... Well we'll skip that part for now. I'm 26 years old and I am married with a baby almost here. Since I was 13 I have enjoyed cross dressing and making myself look beautiful. I Would do whatever I could to look as naturally feminine as possible. That was a long time ago. Now I have a small family that I am responsible for. The problem is that this desire to possess feminine beauty hasn't gone away. Over the years I have stuffed it for personal and religious reasons hoping it would eventually die or phase out. It hasnt. I'm here because I want people to talk to. I love my wife more than anything and I love my baby who is joining us soon. My wife and I have talked about this "issue" before and she is against me expressing myself in that way. To her, it wouldn't be me anymore. To her, if I were to transition or maybe even just cross dress a little, it would be a nightmare come true. She is under the impression that this is an urge I am trying to fight and one day win over. That fact that I'm here says otherwise.
I therefore have come to an impasse. We at one point discussed that if I were to transition and attempt to let myself be physically and outwardly feminine, then we cannot stay together. I would have a year to reconsider and then after that it's a divorce.
I am here because I want to talk to people who have experienced the same or similar experience that I have. I just want to know how to deal with this, because I've tried hundreds of things and prayed hundreds of prayers... But nothing stuck...
That's about all I have for now. I look forward to further conversing with you wonderful people.
Me
Title: Re: Hello...again...kinda
Post by: V M on February 28, 2015, 05:26:59 AM
Post by: V M on February 28, 2015, 05:26:59 AM
Hi Katy19 :icon_wave:
Welcome to Susan's :) Glad to have you here, join on in the fun
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Hugs
V M
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V M
Title: Re: Hello...again...kinda
Post by: Devlyn on February 28, 2015, 11:30:59 AM
Post by: Devlyn on February 28, 2015, 11:30:59 AM
Hi Katy, welcome to Susan's Place! I'm from Boston. I've never been married, so any advice from me would be sketchy! :laugh: A lot of folks here know what you're up against, I'll hang out with you until someone who knows what they're talking about shows up. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: Hello...again...kinda
Post by: mrs izzy on February 28, 2015, 11:38:18 AM
Post by: mrs izzy on February 28, 2015, 11:38:18 AM
Katy19
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Welcome to Susan's family.
So many topics to explore and posts to read or write.
Many article of news, wiki, links and chat
Take some time and read over some of the great topics..:icon_paper:
Safe passage
Je suis un être humain
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