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Title: Smal little victory
Post by: michelle82 on April 18, 2015, 04:48:58 PM
Post by: michelle82 on April 18, 2015, 04:48:58 PM
Today i went to a public playground with my 3 year old daughter and despite being absolutely terrified i pulled it off without freaking out about passing.
Evem though i was dressed pretty casually dressed. I felt very feminine and i did up my hair really cute with some assecories.
I think i kinda passed, i did get some stares
But i cant be sure or not. I even had some conversations with the other parents and didnt feel any wierd vibes!
This was a important victory for me. Especially given the setting! Hopefully it will be even easier next time.
Evem though i was dressed pretty casually dressed. I felt very feminine and i did up my hair really cute with some assecories.
I think i kinda passed, i did get some stares
But i cant be sure or not. I even had some conversations with the other parents and didnt feel any wierd vibes!
This was a important victory for me. Especially given the setting! Hopefully it will be even easier next time.
Title: Re: Smal little victory
Post by: Ms Grace on April 18, 2015, 04:57:24 PM
Post by: Ms Grace on April 18, 2015, 04:57:24 PM
Cool! Every little victory helps build your confidence.
Title: Re: Smal little victory
Post by: michelle82 on April 18, 2015, 05:01:47 PM
Post by: michelle82 on April 18, 2015, 05:01:47 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 18, 2015, 04:57:24 PM
Cool! Every little victory helps build your confidence.
Thanks grace, it sure does! I feel like starting HRT has also given me a boost of confidence as well.
Title: Smal little victory
Post by: iKate on April 18, 2015, 06:13:27 PM
Post by: iKate on April 18, 2015, 06:13:27 PM
I still have that fear, not for nothing my 4 year old son loudly calls me daddy without any reservations.
Today though I was pulling the wagon with them in it in a store, a woman passes by, I pull it to get out of her way and by accident my daughter hits her head on a shelf.
The woman immediately says, "oh sorry! Mommy needs to give you an ouchie!" and then points at me. Needless to say I was elated. (My wife wasn't there but her older daughter was)
I also got stared at today by a guy and I thought I was being clocked, then his girlfriend or wife or whoever hit him and said, "why the f... are you staring at her?" LOL. I think I was being checked out and not in a "clocked" way.
Yeah today is really warm and I had to take off the outer layers. It's fairly obvious I have a female form - boobs, waist and some hips and butt. Face is the only thing I'm nervous, plus voice.
We pass more than we think we do.
Today though I was pulling the wagon with them in it in a store, a woman passes by, I pull it to get out of her way and by accident my daughter hits her head on a shelf.
The woman immediately says, "oh sorry! Mommy needs to give you an ouchie!" and then points at me. Needless to say I was elated. (My wife wasn't there but her older daughter was)
I also got stared at today by a guy and I thought I was being clocked, then his girlfriend or wife or whoever hit him and said, "why the f... are you staring at her?" LOL. I think I was being checked out and not in a "clocked" way.
Yeah today is really warm and I had to take off the outer layers. It's fairly obvious I have a female form - boobs, waist and some hips and butt. Face is the only thing I'm nervous, plus voice.
We pass more than we think we do.
Title: Re: Smal little victory
Post by: michelle82 on April 18, 2015, 07:09:42 PM
Post by: michelle82 on April 18, 2015, 07:09:42 PM
Thanks for sharing Kate, my daughter does the same thing. A few times she yelled out "daddy" when she was playing, I just had to roll with it. I'm happy that you had a good experience as well!
Title: Re: Smal little victory
Post by: michelle82 on April 18, 2015, 08:41:26 PM
Post by: michelle82 on April 18, 2015, 08:41:26 PM
How ironic. So what almost ended as a good day unfortunately ended with me driving home late tonight and while sitting at a red light the car next to me had a few young teenagers who decided to all look and stare at me and continue to gawk like I was some kind of freakshow.
Two steps forward one step back.
Two steps forward one step back.
Title: Re: Smal little victory
Post by: Rachel on April 18, 2015, 09:24:42 PM
Post by: Rachel on April 18, 2015, 09:24:42 PM
Take the good.
Teenagers in the car, sorry they stared.
Teenagers in the car, sorry they stared.