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Title: I am but a simple ghost
Post by: Electric Fuzzball on May 17, 2015, 01:16:04 AM
Post by: Electric Fuzzball on May 17, 2015, 01:16:04 AM
Essentially, I feel like I'm all alone. I haven't been talking to anyone much other than a few texts every day or so. I miss the actual contact and interaction that I had before I left my life behind.
A recent talk with a person I rather do not like sparked my mourning for the physical interaction with another person, one which is in love with me. All I feel is that I'm alone, and it doesn't help much that people say they are here for me..... I've heard that so much that I've grown rather tired of the phrase.
I don't even know why I'm making this post; attention, sadness, despair.... I have nothing for a clue.
Simply, I do feel like a ghost, and though I may interact with others daily, it doesn't suffice to what I really need.
A recent talk with a person I rather do not like sparked my mourning for the physical interaction with another person, one which is in love with me. All I feel is that I'm alone, and it doesn't help much that people say they are here for me..... I've heard that so much that I've grown rather tired of the phrase.
I don't even know why I'm making this post; attention, sadness, despair.... I have nothing for a clue.
Simply, I do feel like a ghost, and though I may interact with others daily, it doesn't suffice to what I really need.
Title: Re: I am but a simple ghost
Post by: Ms Grace on May 17, 2015, 02:29:18 AM
Post by: Ms Grace on May 17, 2015, 02:29:18 AM
So why do you currently have no direct contact with people? Is there any way that you could change that? Meet new people, reconnect with others from your past? You don't have to be a ghost.
Title: Re: I am but a simple ghost
Post by: Cindy on May 17, 2015, 03:08:44 AM
Post by: Cindy on May 17, 2015, 03:08:44 AM
One of the hardest things for many transgender people to do is to socialise. Many of us had problems learning how to socialise, but it is so important for our health, well being and happiness.
Maybe join a local club or society and meet people?
I joined a drama group once and met great people, all looking for friends as well.
Maybe join a local club or society and meet people?
I joined a drama group once and met great people, all looking for friends as well.
Title: Re: I am but a simple ghost
Post by: Electric Fuzzball on May 17, 2015, 08:23:47 PM
Post by: Electric Fuzzball on May 17, 2015, 08:23:47 PM
I'm doing online schooling due to poor choices I made in earning my education publicly. I occasionally play online games and that has proven worth while for me as I meet great people and witness entertaining events. I don't have access to transportation much other than my car, which is currently in pieces.
Title: Re: I am but a simple ghost
Post by: Yenneffer on May 17, 2015, 08:55:24 PM
Post by: Yenneffer on May 17, 2015, 08:55:24 PM
Quote from: Electric Fuzzball on May 17, 2015, 08:23:47 PMhi
I'm doing online schooling due to poor choices I made in earning my education publicly. I occasionally play online games and that has proven worth while for me as I meet great people and witness entertaining events. I don't have access to transportation much other than my car, which is currently in pieces.
Title: Re: I am but a simple ghost
Post by: Electric Fuzzball on May 18, 2015, 01:35:01 AM
Post by: Electric Fuzzball on May 18, 2015, 01:35:01 AM
Quote from: Yenneffer on May 17, 2015, 08:55:24 PM
hi
Hi to you too