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i feel hated on here and it's making my gender dysphoria really bad.i been crying a lot.i feel ugly I'm just tired of living I have no one in my life family ignore me and have no friends to hug and feel happy.wake up every morning looking at a guy in the mirror and it kills me to the point I'm thinking about ending it all

You are not hated here! Look, we all have times when it seems the whole world is working against us. But don't buy into it,okay? I don't know you.... but I tend to "like" people even before I get to know them. I'm only one person, but ... well... I don't hate you. And chances are, I never will. You are special, you are beautiful, you are precious. Please remember that. Okay?

Take care of yourself. Buy some pretty lip gloss, and remember that WE do care.

Chin up... Okay?
Cimdi

I want to feel happy but u know stuff happens

Yenneffer, you are not hated here on Susan's.  If any place on the planet is a safe place for you this is it. 

Hugs,

Anne

I promise you Yenneffer no one is hated on here. I know your having a difficult time right now and I can understand that. Transitioning is not an easy journey to take. I know members like myself have made it look easier, but getting to that point took a lot of time. First off if you feel like your going to do something to your self please call one of the helplines. They are there to help you because I promise you living is a much better choice than not. Your just starting out and have a lot transition ahead of you. Please do hang in there and call one of the help lines. We do care about everyone on here. Good luck and big hugs
Mariah

Quote from: Yenneffer on June 18, 2015, 02:45:53 AM
i feel hated on here and it's making my gender dysphoria really bad.i been crying a lot.i feel ugly I'm just tired of living I have no one in my life family ignore me and have no friends to hug and feel happy.wake up every morning looking at a guy in the mirror and it kills me to the point I'm thinking about ending it all

Sweetie my email esad3.gg@gmail.com we both feel that way the only difference I'm straight and I'm just looking to make friends male or female I'm autistic so if you need a friend I'm here for you I'm open complete to anything I don't judge

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D Grey man right akuma the anime 😊

Hugs

Come on Princess you can't know us all yet and we may go from who cares to just loving your sweet self.  Please give yourself and the rest of the world a better chance to know you.

We can miss a lot of wonder and joy by leaving the party too soon.

Most if not all on Susan's have or are going through what you're going through. My only advice is that if it gets really bad call 911 for an ambulance and go to the Emergency room and ask to see the psychiatrist or social worker on duty and ask for help. love Stephanie. It saved my life 2 years ago

QuoteI feel hated on here

When I am writing a reply to a post here, 90% of the time I am deleting/discarding it before pressing the "Post" button because I anticipate how I would be ignored and misunderstood "again" if I did.
Sometimes I am very close to deleting my account.
But even if feel like I am ignored and misunderstood, like I will never be accepted, I am not ready to give up. Even if I can not make myself heard and understood every time, there are so many bright and wonderful people here that I feel better just by standing close to them.

We may doubt and hate ourselves sometimes, but I can not make myself believe that our brothers and sisters here on Susan's hate us.

Quote...have no friends to hug and feel happy

In your avatar picture you look quite huggable to me, my sweetheart ;-) . The way you write makes me feel that we could get along if we would meet. Most probably we would enjoy each other's company, miss each other, love each other (like in "I want you in my life"), hug each other very hard whenever we meet or part.

Learn to love yourself, and you will have one friend who will never leave you. Others will join her before you know it.

Quotewake up every morning looking at a guy in the mirror

I live each day to see my shadow or my reflection in a glass door somewhere, and there is not the slightest hint of "him" in what I see. Makes me very happy. This is what I choose to remember, because this is me.

I have suffered enough already, and so have you. I do not need to dwell on what I see in the bathroom mirror if there is grace, beauty and hope in my shadow. Nor do you.

First, I don't hate you and will do what I can to help. Next I know something you don't and that is one day you will wake up and see a woman in that mirror. I already see that woman in your picture so I know she is going to be attractive. Real friends who will stick with you no matter what are hard to find but they are out there and worth the time to search for. We have all gone through hard times in our life and when you look at somebody like me, it seems so simple but I had feeling in the distant past that were much like yours. We must all face our fears and doubts to get to the other side where happiness waits for us.

If you can't shake off these thoughts, call the suicide prevention line or get some medical help now. We want you around for a long time to come.

Actually it was street fighter Jennifer mind if I call you that

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I actually i know how you feel jen I was in 3 different psych wards myself recently due to issues but like I said you need a friend and so do i

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But akuma means demon in Japanese and it fits we all have our demons aka problems I just chose the name my real name is Matt

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If you were anywhere near me I'd come give you a big bear hug. You hang in there girl.  I think you are very cute and I am jealous of you!

I think your cute as well

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Oh you are not hated at all.  Please hang in there Yenneffer! You are already looking pretty and with such nice hair. If you get down looking in the mirror just do what I do and imagine how you will look soon. I know it sounds kind of cheesy but its helping me out. As others have said if it is really bad please get help ASAP! You have a long and happy life ahead of you and so many new things you haven't even experienced yet.

Hugs thanks everyone ❤️.i have this new problem of bleeding it's scaring me had so many tests and they can't find bleed

Where are you bleeding from honey?

Quote from: Cindy on June 20, 2015, 03:54:25 AM
Where are you bleeding from honey?

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Get to hospital please

You have a urinary tract infection or hemroids

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I had that Cindy right get to the hospital pronto

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Get to the hospital. The have tools that can examine the area and find the source of the bleeding if it is still bleeding.

Could be red velvet cake I had the other day

You have to be the judge but food will pass through your system in 24 to 48 hours under normal conditions.

Quote from: Yenneffer on June 20, 2015, 04:46:39 AM
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Apart from seeing a doctor:
-eat one or two cups organic yoghurt for a few days (unless allergic) . This restores flora in there with good live bacteria, which is necessary there.
Its possible after use of antibiotics this was a bit depleted.
-try to eat healthy, fresh fruit and vegetables, in a healthy variety, if possible organic, or from a place where its known its grown in a good way (local market...). A tea with fresh pressed lemon juice to help with vitamin C...
-you could try some different teas... maybe anti inflamatory like chamomille...
talk it through with a doc...

hugs

Red velvet cake does that to me too. There is a lot of dye in red velvet so you might be right.   Blood that comes from farther inside is usually darker and if it were hemorrhoids it is usually bright red.  This is not always the case though.