Community Conversation => Transgender talk => Topic started by: EtheralBotany on July 23, 2015, 10:53:48 AM Return to Full Version
Title: College
Post by: EtheralBotany on July 23, 2015, 10:53:48 AM
Post by: EtheralBotany on July 23, 2015, 10:53:48 AM
So finally got the ball rolling and my official transcript and the academics knowing I graduated are on their way.. So yay..
On the other note besides, studying within school, and eventually becoming a certified bartender, I want to join in sports at the college I am going to attend. Me, not a fussy one at all, they only have volleyball for women but track and field will most likely be for everyone.. Which is indoor and outdoor.. I can run with the boys, but not going to push the issue at all, if I am accepted into the volleyball team, then so be it, if not so be it.. Ha, everywhere is different, with different qualifications and standards of what is appropriate, and I am an athletic person all around anyways, so in my worries I feel it can be taken as an disadvantage, maybe to some..
Optimism keeps me alive, I can just settle into my studies, which will not deal with my major yet. Basics, been out of school for a while, assessment test and beyond.. Was told my second semester would be when I finally get to study my major and I am rusty and without know in how exactly college goes, majors etc.. I just want to be heavily involved in science, currently in belief Physical Chemistry is the area I want to pursue, but I may change or add onto what I will be studying.. Confidence, I have much to catch up on, in other aspects dust off, and just plainly learn.. All in all an exciting experience, and it will not always be sunshine and butterflies..
I have high faith that my life is turning out for the better. Becoming a bartender is a huge contribution, it is the be yourself kinda job (energetic, sociable, and whatever else can fit) the money can be great, and I can save up easily to move out of the womens shelter I stay in. Double up, triple up... Or just regular pay, however it may come it will come, I need a job, well I have one and that is how I will be able to afford to pay for my license. =) Also to be certified in Reiki I, and soon to be Reiki II, A HUUUUGE REASON also why I choose to pursue to learn in science, maybe physics... Quantum Theories, Quantum Mechanics, and just chemical makeups, chemical bonds, I have no idea yet but I have a natural curiosity and healing yourself is just astonishing in its own.. I did it myself as a teen, but I did not know the official term or label it was put as. Now I am actually attuned and forever attuning!
I am on some mythical Atlantis technology and human spirituality craze, I am almost 24 years of age and the time is now! Not just Atlantis but just worldwide, to be able to present my discoveries, theories, hypothesis GOSH the world is.. Yea, I can visualize myself as a mature woman, still charismatic but honed skills and intelligence.. How I only see myself, a vision I keep having every time I think about school...
Watching YouTube videos sparked me again.. I went through a devastating detransition but now almost a year this September 25th, whoop! 2 more months and almost back to where I was, but no where being the same, still content!
Yea, have to be at my "job" soon, yea, even visualizing myself as a bartender a constant.. I can see again..
Being independent =)
Much Love
On the other note besides, studying within school, and eventually becoming a certified bartender, I want to join in sports at the college I am going to attend. Me, not a fussy one at all, they only have volleyball for women but track and field will most likely be for everyone.. Which is indoor and outdoor.. I can run with the boys, but not going to push the issue at all, if I am accepted into the volleyball team, then so be it, if not so be it.. Ha, everywhere is different, with different qualifications and standards of what is appropriate, and I am an athletic person all around anyways, so in my worries I feel it can be taken as an disadvantage, maybe to some..
Optimism keeps me alive, I can just settle into my studies, which will not deal with my major yet. Basics, been out of school for a while, assessment test and beyond.. Was told my second semester would be when I finally get to study my major and I am rusty and without know in how exactly college goes, majors etc.. I just want to be heavily involved in science, currently in belief Physical Chemistry is the area I want to pursue, but I may change or add onto what I will be studying.. Confidence, I have much to catch up on, in other aspects dust off, and just plainly learn.. All in all an exciting experience, and it will not always be sunshine and butterflies..
I have high faith that my life is turning out for the better. Becoming a bartender is a huge contribution, it is the be yourself kinda job (energetic, sociable, and whatever else can fit) the money can be great, and I can save up easily to move out of the womens shelter I stay in. Double up, triple up... Or just regular pay, however it may come it will come, I need a job, well I have one and that is how I will be able to afford to pay for my license. =) Also to be certified in Reiki I, and soon to be Reiki II, A HUUUUGE REASON also why I choose to pursue to learn in science, maybe physics... Quantum Theories, Quantum Mechanics, and just chemical makeups, chemical bonds, I have no idea yet but I have a natural curiosity and healing yourself is just astonishing in its own.. I did it myself as a teen, but I did not know the official term or label it was put as. Now I am actually attuned and forever attuning!
I am on some mythical Atlantis technology and human spirituality craze, I am almost 24 years of age and the time is now! Not just Atlantis but just worldwide, to be able to present my discoveries, theories, hypothesis GOSH the world is.. Yea, I can visualize myself as a mature woman, still charismatic but honed skills and intelligence.. How I only see myself, a vision I keep having every time I think about school...
Watching YouTube videos sparked me again.. I went through a devastating detransition but now almost a year this September 25th, whoop! 2 more months and almost back to where I was, but no where being the same, still content!
Yea, have to be at my "job" soon, yea, even visualizing myself as a bartender a constant.. I can see again..
Being independent =)
Much Love