Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: Dodie on August 29, 2015, 04:51:41 PM Return to Full Version
Title: Living in the New World
Post by: Dodie on August 29, 2015, 04:51:41 PM
Post by: Dodie on August 29, 2015, 04:51:41 PM
Wow has life changed.. I must say overall totally better but life is never perfect.
I find it fascinating to go out with my CIS girlfriends.. I used to have to do all the talking even as a dude.. but now I sit back, live in their world listen and learn.
I fit right in.. I find I am in my own element.. comfortable, relaxed and just love the conversation.
Something I never did with my guy friends. Its totally confirming that yes I did the right thing.. I am happy, I am living the dream I had when I was a child.. when I would dream I was on the playground with girls and we were sitting in a circle and I could see myself smiling..
Now, I find myself with the girls, could be a club or just out to eat and there we are.. and I pinch myself.
Guys could not be different than women.. I see so clearly my pain in the past.. I can hardly believe I made it to 54 to transition.
As happy as I am, I look at dudes and think how easy they have it in so many ways.
Its hard to believe.. 20 months ago I was a dude... now I can't go out as a man... even if I wanted to.
That is a reality I live with and love even though make up hair and clothes takes time I love it...
I have no idea how long I will live.. but at least now I am living.. its wonderful.
Love
Keri
I find it fascinating to go out with my CIS girlfriends.. I used to have to do all the talking even as a dude.. but now I sit back, live in their world listen and learn.
I fit right in.. I find I am in my own element.. comfortable, relaxed and just love the conversation.
Something I never did with my guy friends. Its totally confirming that yes I did the right thing.. I am happy, I am living the dream I had when I was a child.. when I would dream I was on the playground with girls and we were sitting in a circle and I could see myself smiling..
Now, I find myself with the girls, could be a club or just out to eat and there we are.. and I pinch myself.
Guys could not be different than women.. I see so clearly my pain in the past.. I can hardly believe I made it to 54 to transition.
As happy as I am, I look at dudes and think how easy they have it in so many ways.
Its hard to believe.. 20 months ago I was a dude... now I can't go out as a man... even if I wanted to.
That is a reality I live with and love even though make up hair and clothes takes time I love it...
I have no idea how long I will live.. but at least now I am living.. its wonderful.
Love
Keri
Title: Re: Living in the New World
Post by: Laura_7 on August 29, 2015, 04:56:04 PM
Post by: Laura_7 on August 29, 2015, 04:56:04 PM
Well congratulations :)
I'd say trust your emotions...
you might be guided to one or two things... if you follow this there might be other things... I'd say have some trust and it will turn out fine :)
hugs
I'd say trust your emotions...
you might be guided to one or two things... if you follow this there might be other things... I'd say have some trust and it will turn out fine :)
hugs
Title: Re: Living in the New World
Post by: Rachel on August 29, 2015, 07:55:45 PM
Post by: Rachel on August 29, 2015, 07:55:45 PM
I am happy for you Keri.
Title: Re: Living in the New World
Post by: Mariah on August 29, 2015, 08:11:32 PM
Post by: Mariah on August 29, 2015, 08:11:32 PM
So very happy for you Keri. Hugs
Mariah
Mariah