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Title: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 09, 2015, 04:57:02 PM
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 09, 2015, 04:57:02 PM
So it's CaptainxTatsuo,
I have felt trans-men since, I was young.
Around when I was 14, I was really
struggling to understand my self, with
this feeling of being male and all. I thought
I was going crazy after standing up for someone
whom was LGBT and these bullies were now verbally
attacking me...later that night I snapped and attempted
suicide, luckily it was high tide. I still kept it in and pushed
on. Finally in my twenties I could no longer hold it in. I came out
to my mother with tears running down my face. I'm an only child so
it's still hard for her. I mean she's going to be the big 50!
I feel bad, I mean at first she was all like well maybe your confused.
I explain no I'm not confused.
One of the first things I did was change my name, my former
name drove me crazy. I knew with that old name I would not pass
at all. I have lived and identified as make since 2007, recently in 2015
I started T, been on that for a total of a month and 12 days. I have noticed
some changes within the first week that I really feel have allowed me
assistance and remaining calm and managing my anger.
I remember back before I came out people would call me
it, and dyke and stuff like that. People never thought to ask.
I mean in my case it's not about the sexuality part, for me
more of gender Identity.
My bosses are pretty chill about it
and as long as I do my job, they are happy.
My bosses make sure to use the right pronouns
so as not to confuse our clients.
As for how I found this site good ale google has
never steered me wrong, that's how I found this
website full of great people.
I have felt trans-men since, I was young.
Around when I was 14, I was really
struggling to understand my self, with
this feeling of being male and all. I thought
I was going crazy after standing up for someone
whom was LGBT and these bullies were now verbally
attacking me...later that night I snapped and attempted
suicide, luckily it was high tide. I still kept it in and pushed
on. Finally in my twenties I could no longer hold it in. I came out
to my mother with tears running down my face. I'm an only child so
it's still hard for her. I mean she's going to be the big 50!
I feel bad, I mean at first she was all like well maybe your confused.
I explain no I'm not confused.
One of the first things I did was change my name, my former
name drove me crazy. I knew with that old name I would not pass
at all. I have lived and identified as make since 2007, recently in 2015
I started T, been on that for a total of a month and 12 days. I have noticed
some changes within the first week that I really feel have allowed me
assistance and remaining calm and managing my anger.
I remember back before I came out people would call me
it, and dyke and stuff like that. People never thought to ask.
I mean in my case it's not about the sexuality part, for me
more of gender Identity.
My bosses are pretty chill about it
and as long as I do my job, they are happy.
My bosses make sure to use the right pronouns
so as not to confuse our clients.
As for how I found this site good ale google has
never steered me wrong, that's how I found this
website full of great people.
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: Deborah on November 09, 2015, 05:26:32 PM
Post by: Deborah on November 09, 2015, 05:26:32 PM
Hi Tatsuo and welcome to the forum. I saw your earlier post in another thread and you're already off to a great start in sharing your experience and wisdom. I find it pretty interesting that starting T helped you remain calm and control anger when I had exactly the same experience by drastically lowering T and starting E. There goes my theory that part of my effect was simply lowering aggression from high T. LOL
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Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 09, 2015, 06:54:11 PM
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 09, 2015, 06:54:11 PM
Thanks for responding and I have to say that T and E will never
effect everyone the same as everyone's body is unique. In my case
I have growth hormone deficiency so in this case it might allow me
some small growing in height, where in 90% of the transmens out
there it will not. They have went through all stages of puberty I did
not. So my situation is kind of unknown in that factor I'm excited that
I grew in height recently. I hated being short and not able to reach things
tall people reach on a daily basis with out problem.
effect everyone the same as everyone's body is unique. In my case
I have growth hormone deficiency so in this case it might allow me
some small growing in height, where in 90% of the transmens out
there it will not. They have went through all stages of puberty I did
not. So my situation is kind of unknown in that factor I'm excited that
I grew in height recently. I hated being short and not able to reach things
tall people reach on a daily basis with out problem.
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: V M on November 09, 2015, 11:47:48 PM
Post by: V M on November 09, 2015, 11:47:48 PM
Hi Tatsuo :icon_wave:
Welcome to Susan's :) Glad to have you here, join on in the fun
Here's a few quick links to help you along
Please be sure to review
Hugs
V M
Welcome to Susan's :) Glad to have you here, join on in the fun
Here's a few quick links to help you along
Please be sure to review
Things that you should read
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Hugs
V M
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 10, 2015, 12:59:42 AM
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 10, 2015, 12:59:42 AM
Thank You all for welcoming me to Susan's forum!
The post requirement thing I found out later on, almost
got enough posts yay. I was wondering if you could
change my username to CaptainxTatsuo ?
other then that the captions stopped yes, now I can enjoy
posting thanks so much everyone!!
The post requirement thing I found out later on, almost
got enough posts yay. I was wondering if you could
change my username to CaptainxTatsuo ?
other then that the captions stopped yes, now I can enjoy
posting thanks so much everyone!!
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: gennee on November 10, 2015, 09:11:59 AM
Post by: gennee on November 10, 2015, 09:11:59 AM
Hi Tatsuo and welcome to Susan's. Congratulations on starting HRT. I'm sure that you feel better since you did. I hope the resources here will help you to understand yourself better.
:)
:)
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: Catherine Sarah on November 14, 2015, 06:46:04 AM
Post by: Catherine Sarah on November 14, 2015, 06:46:04 AM
Hi Tatsuo,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
Good to see you've kept faith with yourself and persevered. You're a winner. Keep up the good work.
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Speak to you as soon as I finish making the Christmas pudding
Lotsa huggs
Catherine
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
Good to see you've kept faith with yourself and persevered. You're a winner. Keep up the good work.
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Speak to you as soon as I finish making the Christmas pudding
Lotsa huggs
Catherine
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 19, 2015, 05:00:46 PM
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 19, 2015, 05:00:46 PM
Thank You everyone for your support!
I in turn will being helping so many on here.
I want to help support others on here, so they don't have to go
it alone, like I have been.
Thanks again, and I apologize
for my recent naughty streak.
I hope I can get back to posting on here.
I have a lot of things I want
to do not only helping me, but more
importantly others who are struggling
to understand them selves or their situation.
I in turn will being helping so many on here.
I want to help support others on here, so they don't have to go
it alone, like I have been.
Thanks again, and I apologize
for my recent naughty streak.
I hope I can get back to posting on here.
I have a lot of things I want
to do not only helping me, but more
importantly others who are struggling
to understand them selves or their situation.
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: LunaStar on November 20, 2015, 11:45:25 AM
Post by: LunaStar on November 20, 2015, 11:45:25 AM
welcome captaintatsuo :) good to see you here and in irc
Title: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: Anna33 on November 20, 2015, 12:16:00 PM
Post by: Anna33 on November 20, 2015, 12:16:00 PM
Hey capn! Good to see you here also :)
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Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 27, 2015, 12:54:12 AM
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on November 27, 2015, 12:54:12 AM
Quote from: LunaStar on November 20, 2015, 11:45:25 AM
welcome captaintatsuo :) good to see you here and in irc
Thanks again everyone!
I love it, when I find people
from chat on here as well!
I think a lot of people in the chat
may not be aware of this forum.
I intend to change that.
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: Jamie_06 on November 28, 2015, 09:58:37 PM
Post by: Jamie_06 on November 28, 2015, 09:58:37 PM
Good to see everyone from the chat is getting together here too. Thank you for sharing, Captain.
Title: Re: CaptainxTatsuo's Intro-Story
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on December 01, 2015, 09:46:44 PM
Post by: CaptainxTatsuo on December 01, 2015, 09:46:44 PM
Quote from: Jamie_06 on November 28, 2015, 09:58:37 PM
Good to see everyone from the chat is getting together here too. Thank you for sharing, Captain.
Truth be told I have been hard at work, Jamie
trying to get others on here as this area is more
helpful for me then chat.