Community Conversation => Transgender talk => Topic started by: XxCosmicEvan on January 25, 2016, 11:32:17 PM Return to Full Version
Title: Susan's/me/humanity
Post by: XxCosmicEvan on January 25, 2016, 11:32:17 PM
Post by: XxCosmicEvan on January 25, 2016, 11:32:17 PM
I Hate being transgender
i get confused even when i understand my own mind
when i look outside my window i know i'm alone iv'e never been heard and never will be heard
Iv'e faild my g.e.d i faild school, i faild people who thought i could be something.
Even my own community doesn't like me that's another story hidden in time surrounded by fog
covered with dust and everything nothing's left after so long people forget.
You know, iv'e always liked people but with Aspergers people never like you
never understand you and find u creepy, it's to bad susan's had to do the same to me.
What did i do?
AVPD
PTSD
Minor mr
Aspergers
is that what i did? exist?
:( live, look into others eye's and try to help but eventually fell myself? because not even the people i tried to help
could understand me because i'm so different i probably make no sense to half of humanity.
You look at this and you'll laugh
because you'll remember
i get confused even when i understand my own mind
when i look outside my window i know i'm alone iv'e never been heard and never will be heard
Iv'e faild my g.e.d i faild school, i faild people who thought i could be something.
Even my own community doesn't like me that's another story hidden in time surrounded by fog
covered with dust and everything nothing's left after so long people forget.
You know, iv'e always liked people but with Aspergers people never like you
never understand you and find u creepy, it's to bad susan's had to do the same to me.
What did i do?
AVPD
PTSD
Minor mr
Aspergers
is that what i did? exist?
:( live, look into others eye's and try to help but eventually fell myself? because not even the people i tried to help
could understand me because i'm so different i probably make no sense to half of humanity.
You look at this and you'll laugh
because you'll remember
Title: Re: Susan's/me/humanity
Post by: Melanie ♡ on January 25, 2016, 11:37:39 PM
Post by: Melanie ♡ on January 25, 2016, 11:37:39 PM
is this a poem? it's beautifully written <3 I think you have a lot of potential to go far :)
Title: Re: Susan's/me/humanity
Post by: XxCosmicEvan on January 25, 2016, 11:41:41 PM
Post by: XxCosmicEvan on January 25, 2016, 11:41:41 PM
In a messed up way yes, nobody will see it like that though or look at it like that
Title: Re: Susan's/me/humanity
Post by: XxCosmicEvan on January 25, 2016, 11:43:07 PM
Post by: XxCosmicEvan on January 25, 2016, 11:43:07 PM
People just don't get it, i wanted to see if they'd get it.
it's dumb thoughts on a sheet of paper emotions that can be interested wrong
but show signs of pain. Reverting to writing is my escape so i did it i wrote it.
it's dumb thoughts on a sheet of paper emotions that can be interested wrong
but show signs of pain. Reverting to writing is my escape so i did it i wrote it.
Title: Re: Susan's/me/humanity
Post by: Mariah on January 25, 2016, 11:47:26 PM
Post by: Mariah on January 25, 2016, 11:47:26 PM
Your being heard now and your not alone. We are hear for you. I know the path we walk down isn't easy and with other disabilities on top of that doesn't make it any easier. The fact you are here and posting shows you are succeeding at something. It's spoken from your health with how you feel and that is so important. Hang there. Hugs
Mariah
Mariah
Title: Re: Susan's/me/humanity
Post by: Melanie ♡ on January 26, 2016, 12:16:17 AM
Post by: Melanie ♡ on January 26, 2016, 12:16:17 AM
Quote from: XxCosmicEvan on January 25, 2016, 11:43:07 PM
People just don't get it, i wanted to see if they'd get it.
it's dumb thoughts on a sheet of paper emotions that can be interested wrong
but show signs of pain. Reverting to writing is my escape so i did it i wrote it.
i don't see dumb thoughts it's really amazing.
Title: Re: Susan's/me/humanity
Post by: XxCosmicEvan on January 26, 2016, 08:10:51 PM
Post by: XxCosmicEvan on January 26, 2016, 08:10:51 PM
Quote from: Melanie ♡ on January 26, 2016, 12:16:17 AM
i don't see dumb thoughts it's really amazing.
Thank you melanie :)
Title: Re: Susan's/me/humanity
Post by: Tech_Nymph on January 26, 2016, 08:59:01 PM
Post by: Tech_Nymph on January 26, 2016, 08:59:01 PM
Dear Evan,
I can hear you like the forest birds singing their sweet song on a warm summer's eve.
You look through the window again and you'll see,
You'll see an ocean of compassion emanating from this family.
Free of judgment, full of love.
Just like the forest bird's songs singing up above.
One day you'll laugh, but not remember.
The days of old, when faith was weak.
The time when you had your doubts
And this family put you back on your feet.
You'll laugh at the forest birds as they flutter and fly
Singing their sweet song across they sky.
For you, may you never have to feel alone.
I can hear you like the forest birds singing their sweet song on a warm summer's eve.
You look through the window again and you'll see,
You'll see an ocean of compassion emanating from this family.
Free of judgment, full of love.
Just like the forest bird's songs singing up above.
One day you'll laugh, but not remember.
The days of old, when faith was weak.
The time when you had your doubts
And this family put you back on your feet.
You'll laugh at the forest birds as they flutter and fly
Singing their sweet song across they sky.
For you, may you never have to feel alone.