Community Conversation => Crossdresser talk => Topic started by: DawnOday on March 22, 2016, 10:40:55 PM Return to Full Version
Title: Having a hell of a time my dears. Wish you were here.
Post by: DawnOday on March 22, 2016, 10:40:55 PM
Post by: DawnOday on March 22, 2016, 10:40:55 PM
When I got to Vegas, Dee and I went shopping. Bought some new lipstick. New skinny jeans and a top. All look smashing. Unfortunately I have never been into many bars of any kind. I went once and lost a wife over it. Haven't been back. I've had an addiction problem with booze and drugs.
In Vegas there is an area known as the Fruit loop. Their term not mine. There are several LGBTQ bars.
I thought I might be more suited to the transsexual bar. No. I'm not that kind of girl. It's hard to keep the admirers at bay, Then there is the leather bar, the cowboy bar and the gay bars. Well all not well reviewed except for Piranha Bar. But if you arrive before midnight you might just be by yourself. I go to sleep early. A girl needs her sleep. So my big reveal will be at Paris Casino.. Dee has convinced me to wear my girlie stuff under my clothes. It does feel terrific. So to kind of break me in, i put on my panties, stockings, and my Colombian Faja. Girls does it work!. I bought size 36 jeans instead of 38 because it worked so well. Plus they give your butt a nice lift. It was only a little over a year ago that I wore size 44. I wore my girlie under garments to the Hitsville show at the V theater. Had a really great time and a really nice butt to put into my new jeans. After the show we went home and Dee did my makeup and we sat talking for a few hours before she had to go. I have never revealed myself (on purpose) to anyone, but Dee made me feel so comfortable in my new skin. You know even if I don't go in public just this one step has made me a better person and taken away so much guilt and shame that I really never should have had in the first place. I think Shakespeare said it best. "To thine own self be true"
In Vegas there is an area known as the Fruit loop. Their term not mine. There are several LGBTQ bars.
I thought I might be more suited to the transsexual bar. No. I'm not that kind of girl. It's hard to keep the admirers at bay, Then there is the leather bar, the cowboy bar and the gay bars. Well all not well reviewed except for Piranha Bar. But if you arrive before midnight you might just be by yourself. I go to sleep early. A girl needs her sleep. So my big reveal will be at Paris Casino.. Dee has convinced me to wear my girlie stuff under my clothes. It does feel terrific. So to kind of break me in, i put on my panties, stockings, and my Colombian Faja. Girls does it work!. I bought size 36 jeans instead of 38 because it worked so well. Plus they give your butt a nice lift. It was only a little over a year ago that I wore size 44. I wore my girlie under garments to the Hitsville show at the V theater. Had a really great time and a really nice butt to put into my new jeans. After the show we went home and Dee did my makeup and we sat talking for a few hours before she had to go. I have never revealed myself (on purpose) to anyone, but Dee made me feel so comfortable in my new skin. You know even if I don't go in public just this one step has made me a better person and taken away so much guilt and shame that I really never should have had in the first place. I think Shakespeare said it best. "To thine own self be true"
Title: Re: Having a hell of a time my dears. Wish you were here.
Post by: DawnOday on March 24, 2016, 02:11:08 AM
Post by: DawnOday on March 24, 2016, 02:11:08 AM
I am truly sorry if I offended anyone with my previous post. Who am I to judge? It just saddens me, knowing from past experience that bars of any kind are seldom amenable to finding a mate or happiness for that matter. I'm still new at this and I sincerely want to help advance the cause. Equality is a human right. We should not be relegated to the shadows. I found Caesars properties have expressed a desire to welcome LGBTQ patrons. Especially the Paris resort. Speaking for myself only. I would prefer to be out with the mainstream public rather than being confined to some dank establishment that does not cater to my still confused gender identification. I'm a cross dresser. I like wearing makeup and women's clothes and have since I was seven years old. I have been married to my wonderful wife for 31 years. i've fantasized about being female. I prefer the company of females. Most my friends are female. I know at this stage of my life, transitioning will never happen due to my heart disease. Even though I have prayed to be a woman, God in his infinite wisdom and Spironalactone gave me boobs. and a non existent sex drive. Which would play very well with a transitioning MTF. All it really does is tease me. So close and yet so far.
Title: Re: Having a hell of a time my dears. Wish you were here.
Post by: Dee Marshall on March 24, 2016, 08:47:37 AM
Post by: Dee Marshall on March 24, 2016, 08:47:37 AM
I, for one, am not offended. I am occasionally confused when you post about your spouse. ;-)
I agree with you about the bars and absolutely applaud Dee for all the support she gives you!
I agree with you about the bars and absolutely applaud Dee for all the support she gives you!