Susan's Place Transgender Resources

Hello, everyone. I've chosen to be called Ash since it is far more ambiguous than my given name.
I recently have started researching what everyone in my family has thought is wrong with me. I feel disgusting in my own skin, yet sometimes I'm comfortable as female.
Most of the time I'd rather be male, but sometimes I'm fine as I am. It's the weirdest thing ever, as I've been told. My mother writes me off as being lesbian because of this, but I am not attracted to females. Also, I hate being called "miss" or even being referred to as female. I'm not sure how confusing I'm coming off as with this..
I found this website during my search for clarity, which this was inspired through my agender friend and my FTM transgender friend. They believe I may be genderfluid, and I think this may be true. I hope I can find what I am looking for here.

Welcome to Susan's Place. From what you describe, you may very well be gender fluid and unfortunately, there isn't that much information around about it. I have accumulated some information that may help you. The first link is our WIKI  (https://www.susans.org/wiki/Transgender) where you can review your knowledge of the transgender family. The second is  "the transition channel"  (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfO3B57E6NpIn-KsVjvmLLw) which covers ->-bleeped-<- and transsexualism. The last 3 links are non binary and explore to some degree fluid/bigender.

https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,202966.0.html

https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,201219.0.html

https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,196073.0.html

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Hi Ash  :icon_wave:

Welcome to Susan's  :)  Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

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