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My current situation is that I am born male.  And ever since i was a kid i would closet cross dress.   And cross dressing made me feel beautiful and It made me easier to accept myself.   Considering also I am very skinny.  I felt great.  So ever since I was a kid I wanted to be female.   But because of society telling us men should be men.  then I stopped.   Not until recently early this year.  My testosterone were driving me crazy. And I hated being a male.   Before i started hrt i would get angry very easily,  and i hated the random errections. And after reading a few blogs about transition and actually calms the person.  I decided to be on hrt. Now being on hrt I feel great about myself I can actually thing more clearly and make better decisions in life. Now the reason why I want to transition is because I am gender fluid.  Deep down i feel like i belong as a female but because of social reasons like work and family i dont mind being male.  But now im on hrt i don't really feel male anymore some days im just me Agender like having no gender.   I want to stay agender and female.   The reason why I want a female body is because I want to shift between agender and be female. and not be famale but have a male shaped body. I dont think I would want srs or facial surgery like i said besause of family and social reasons. I hope you understand and its not to complicated

Quote from: Mikka55 on September 14, 2016, 08:10:17 PM
My current situation is that I am born male.  And ever since i was a kid i would closet cross dress.   And cross dressing made me feel beautiful and It made me easier to accept myself.   Considering also I am very skinny.  I felt great.  So ever since I was a kid I wanted to be female.   But because of society telling us men should be men.  then I stopped.   Not until recently early this year.  My testosterone were driving me crazy. And I hated being a male.   Before i started hrt i would get angry very easily,  and i hated the random errections. And after reading a few blogs about transition and actually calms the person.  I decided to be on hrt. Now being on hrt I feel great about myself I can actually thing more clearly and make better decisions in life. Now the reason why I want to transition is because I am gender fluid.  Deep down i feel like i belong as a female but because of social reasons like work and family i dont mind being male.  But now im on hrt i don't really feel male anymore some days im just me Agender like having no gender.   I want to stay agender and female.   The reason why I want a female body is because I want to shift between agender and be female. and not be famale but have a male shaped body. I dont think I would want srs or facial surgery like i said besause of family and social reasons. I hope you understand and its not to complicated

Welcome even though you've been around by the sounds.
It's interesting reading that i had a similar thing happen where because of what others said i just played to role of "female" and eventually didn't feel comfortable like that anymore i never was in reality anyways.
I'm also Agender but for me i'm Agender/Male i don't think this is complicated so no worries :) 

Quote from: Tristan on September 14, 2016, 08:19:50 PM


Welcome even though you've been around by the sounds.
It's interesting reading that i had a similar thing happen where because of what others said i just played to role of "female" and eventually didn't feel comfortable like that anymore i never was in reality anyways.
I'm also Agender but for me i'm Agender/Male i don't think this is complicated so no worries :)

So what are you doing now?  what are your future goals about transitioning

I don't really have anything that i plan to do after transition
I'll probably get into science or maybe i'll be doing that while in transition who knows.
Good question to be honest i haven't thought about what comes after this.
All i can say is at the moment i've moved out and i'm working on schooling and finding support groups
besides that nothing new.