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So, the story with me is I started hrt right when I turned 27 and was on for about 9 months. I seemed to be responsive. Things seemed to be going about as well as they could have, then I freaked out, stopped, and lost everything (including about 25lbs of redistributed fat that I'd gained since starting). I'm pretty bummed that I stopped. I was off for about 7 months before starting again 3 months ago, during that time everything went back to how it was before. I'd developed noticeable breast buds at 7 weeks, then they dissapaited outward and when I stopped things seemed ready to shape and grow. Well, I've had breast buds... again, for the past few weeks. Is that normal? I assumed you'd get one set of breast buds and if you lost them, well, I don't know, but now they're clearly back and definitly in the bud stages again. Is that good? I guess I'm trying to look at it as a positive and hoping I have essentially a clean slate. I was apparently was at tanners stage two a few months before I originally stopped, so it was a bummer when I went to having nothing. Stopping like I did has me concerned. I'll be seeing my dr. relatively soon, but I'm wondering if anyone has any thoughts? Thanks.

I was on HRT for 30 year but never fully developed. I was off for 10 years and returned to HRT about 9 months ago. My breast are aching and growing like they never did before. I think the buds were always there, just not detectable and the hormones made them sensitive and detectable again. You didn't lose anything that you can't regain.