Community Conversation => Transgender talk => Topic started by: Mikka55 on March 22, 2017, 08:19:02 AM Return to Full Version
Title: Looking for a job, transitioning, and how I felt
Post by: Mikka55 on March 22, 2017, 08:19:02 AM
Post by: Mikka55 on March 22, 2017, 08:19:02 AM
It's been a while since I have looked for a daytime job, Ever Since I started my transition, today is my first time being interviewed. When I woke up I felt great. Its been a while since I last wore leather shoes, business pants, and casual business top. I didn't see myself as oh yeah I am such a "man". But instead when I saw myself in the mirror and of course tiny breasts are popping out. I didn't feel disgusted. In fact I said to myself and I saw myself as a Tomboy. I felt like I was a female, but just in Male clothing.
This feeling is new to me, and I don't mind it because I am starting to see more and more about myself that I can be female.
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This feeling is new to me, and I don't mind it because I am starting to see more and more about myself that I can be female.
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Title: Re: Looking for a job, transitioning, and how I felt
Post by: Daniellekai on March 22, 2017, 08:34:37 AM
Post by: Daniellekai on March 22, 2017, 08:34:37 AM
Haven't started HRT, but have gynecomastia anyway... Recently the way male shirts hang off them feels distinctly like cross-dressing, they've always been that big, just starting to accept that I am female inside has changed the way I think about things I guess. It's so tempting to give in to my old habits and push the thoughts down, but at the same time I take great pleasure in pushing down that temptation instead.
Title: Re: Looking for a job, transitioning, and how I felt
Post by: Mikka55 on March 22, 2017, 08:54:41 AM
Post by: Mikka55 on March 22, 2017, 08:54:41 AM
Quote from: Daniellekai on March 22, 2017, 08:34:37 AMWhat do you mean give in old habits, and what thoughts down?
It's so tempting to give in to my old habits and push the thoughts down, but at the same time I take great pleasure in pushing down that temptation instead.
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Title: Re: Looking for a job, transitioning, and how I felt
Post by: Daniellekai on March 22, 2017, 09:14:17 AM
Post by: Daniellekai on March 22, 2017, 09:14:17 AM
Quote from: Mikka55 on March 22, 2017, 08:54:41 AM
What do you mean give in old habits, and what thoughts down?
I meant give in to the old habit of denying, and ignore the way I feel about being trans, reading how you felt putting on your business clothes had me thinking about how I feel putting on my button down shirts, etc. It evokes the same feeling in me, but I've still got a twinge of male in the back of my head, going away slowly though.
Title: Re: Looking for a job, transitioning, and how I felt
Post by: Mikka55 on March 22, 2017, 11:45:22 AM
Post by: Mikka55 on March 22, 2017, 11:45:22 AM
Oh yeah everyday I do that, I keep telling myself that I am transgender.
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