Community Conversation => Transgender talk => Topic started by: The Flying Lemur on May 23, 2017, 08:07:32 PM Return to Full Version

Title: Feeling awesome
Post by: The Flying Lemur on May 23, 2017, 08:07:32 PM
I'm about halfway out at this point, and to the best of my ability, am presenting full-time as male.  As my picture should make clear, I don't remotely pass, which sucks, but it doesn't change the fact that being open about my true self with myself and others feels fantastic.  I haven't had a picture of myself that I've liked in decades.   I always end up looking  miserable and deeply uncomfortable with myself.  It usually takes tons and tons of attempts with a camera to get me looking anywhere close to normal.  I got the image at left on my third try this morning.  I don't look like a cis guy, but I look happy, because I am.  Every time I make it an inch more forward in my transition, I feel better.  Even my dreams are better now. 

I really don't know what the future will bring, and maybe things will get a lot harder.  But right now, the benefits of transition absolutely outweigh the drawbacks for me.  Just felt like telling people to celebrate.  :)
Title: Re: Feeling awesome
Post by: KathyLauren on May 23, 2017, 08:09:58 PM
Glad to hear that it is going well for you. :)