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Title: Streamed my first time with makeup
Post by: Emilia on May 24, 2017, 06:09:06 PM
Post by: Emilia on May 24, 2017, 06:09:06 PM
Hello there,
i'm a gamer, that's no secret, but that i actually do sometimes stream games maybe isn't as commonly knows (probably because i'm not that well known around). Up to now i always either streamed with a "Handcam", so a cam showing my hand movement and such (for games where that matters a lot) or actually, "normal" facecam.
Then, about a week ago, i decided for myself to leave my old twitch profile behind and actually change it up to openly state who i am, so i changed my name, remade my channel art, everything.
In addition to the revamp of my account, i also started crossdressing more frequently, often wearing a skirt while streaming, actually openly speaking about it as well. Lately i also put on some make up from time to time, while two times in a row, i actually streamed while doing it, the first time with Handcam, the second time as well, at least in the beginning.
I mentioned that i was wearing makeup though and my one viewer (that's pretty much my usual viewer count) got curious, so after i was convinced, i actually changed it up and streamed with facecam, while wearing makeup and being dressed the way i like it.
It was an awesome experience, as i feel it was a new big step i made, after coming out to my family in January. It was my first time not jsut saying it for everyone, but finally showing it as well, actually getting some complimets while i was streaming. I really feel like that's a great way for me to get closer to my goal, which is actually going clubbing as a girl ^^
I just wanted to share this little story, i hope this is considered the right subforum, as i kinda came out to my viewers with that c:
Emilia~
i'm a gamer, that's no secret, but that i actually do sometimes stream games maybe isn't as commonly knows (probably because i'm not that well known around). Up to now i always either streamed with a "Handcam", so a cam showing my hand movement and such (for games where that matters a lot) or actually, "normal" facecam.
Then, about a week ago, i decided for myself to leave my old twitch profile behind and actually change it up to openly state who i am, so i changed my name, remade my channel art, everything.
In addition to the revamp of my account, i also started crossdressing more frequently, often wearing a skirt while streaming, actually openly speaking about it as well. Lately i also put on some make up from time to time, while two times in a row, i actually streamed while doing it, the first time with Handcam, the second time as well, at least in the beginning.
I mentioned that i was wearing makeup though and my one viewer (that's pretty much my usual viewer count) got curious, so after i was convinced, i actually changed it up and streamed with facecam, while wearing makeup and being dressed the way i like it.
It was an awesome experience, as i feel it was a new big step i made, after coming out to my family in January. It was my first time not jsut saying it for everyone, but finally showing it as well, actually getting some complimets while i was streaming. I really feel like that's a great way for me to get closer to my goal, which is actually going clubbing as a girl ^^
I just wanted to share this little story, i hope this is considered the right subforum, as i kinda came out to my viewers with that c:
Emilia~
Title: Re: Streamed my first time with makeup
Post by: Transdude on May 24, 2017, 08:08:34 PM
Post by: Transdude on May 24, 2017, 08:08:34 PM
It's great that you are becoming more comfortable being yourself. About going to clubs, please be very careful if you do that. People can be cruel . Guys can be dangerous if they feel like their sexuality is challenged. If a dude thinks you're cute and is attracted to you and then finds out you're trans things could get ugly or even violent. I know you probably want to go out as yourself. Just be safe.
Lucas
Lucas
Title: Re: Streamed my first time with makeup
Post by: LizK on May 25, 2017, 01:13:49 AM
Post by: LizK on May 25, 2017, 01:13:49 AM
Quote from: Emilia on May 24, 2017, 06:09:06 PM
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I mentioned that i was wearing makeup though and my one viewer (that's pretty much my usual viewer count) got curious, so after i was convinced, i actually changed it up and streamed with facecam, while wearing makeup and being dressed the way i like it........
Emilia~
Great stuff...It feels good to do the fun things being yourself..... ;D