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Title: seeking info
Post by: cymoril on July 17, 2017, 08:17:36 AM
Hi.  I've been on hormones going on five years.  Recently,  I've noticed my gender dysphoria has resurfaced meaner than ever.  Has this happened to anybody? Having their GD seemingly cured than out of nowhere that awful self loathing returns.  It's quite a B____!(I hope that didn't break any rules.  Sorry!!)  Anyway.  I just got out of a relationship four months ago. We feel deeply in love.  We would spend a month at my place, the a month at his.  I'm in a wheelchair, and when I couldn't use my electric one, he'd push me everywhere we needed to go.  He proposed to me at Taco Bell.  Has anyone even been to a Taco Bell?  Well they have these...  Ok.  I'm rambling.  Let me get back on topic.  It's been bad, my GD.  I was also wondering if anyone might know of a book that has some info on the subject.  Well, that's it.  Thanks!
Title: Re: seeking info
Post by: AnneK on July 17, 2017, 11:03:14 AM
QuoteHas anyone even been to a Taco Bell?

Taco Bell is not the Mexican phone company!   ðŸ˜€
Title: Re: seeking info
Post by: Harley Quinn on July 17, 2017, 11:14:08 AM
It could be partly to do with your recent change in dating status. I try to figure out exactly what the issue is that triggers my dysphoria and make a plan on paper of what I want to do to fix it. Once it's on paper, it doesn't seem like my change is that far away... 

I pretty much replaced dating with friends in my life. I haven't dated a significant other in almost 10 years. Having a significant other is similar to having the emotional support of a close friend and the rest is just sexual.