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Title: I love me
Post by: JJ_BLOSSOM on July 21, 2017, 10:26:28 PM
Post by: JJ_BLOSSOM on July 21, 2017, 10:26:28 PM
Those are words I couldn't see myself saying, I've felt so much heartache from my wife mother in law and everyone else how I don't think how this effects them etc after being clean from meth over a year I relapsed just wanting to be part of what my wife was doing. Of course tho she left to hangout with her friend all I ever hear is "you're a woman inside tho" "you want to be a woman" it doesn't matter what you do on the outside....so I got out all my clothes shoes makeup my purse looked in the mirror and said "THAT'S RIGHT I DO WANT TO BE A WOMAN"...".I AM GOING TO BE A WOMAN"..(& finally) "I AM A WOMAN!!!" in the wake of losing the meager support I had I found strength in myself....and smiled thinking about my life after surgery (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170722/5a4b13e11548b9b021ac60be5023c5a8.jpg)
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Title: Re: I love me
Post by: JulieOnHerWay on July 22, 2017, 12:09:51 AM
Post by: JulieOnHerWay on July 22, 2017, 12:09:51 AM
OMG. Girl friend you found your inner you. The most important find in life. Never, never let her go. Those others that are outside of you are important but you are most important. Keep yourself close to your heart and you will find your way.
So awesome. Move forward as you. And let them keep up.
So awesome. Move forward as you. And let them keep up.
Title: Re: I love me
Post by: Dan on July 22, 2017, 03:42:59 AM
Post by: Dan on July 22, 2017, 03:42:59 AM
You are awesomely beautiful! :icon_flower:
Title: Re: I love me
Post by: JJ_BLOSSOM on July 22, 2017, 01:50:42 PM
Post by: JJ_BLOSSOM on July 22, 2017, 01:50:42 PM
Thank you Julie and Dan! :) seriously the support I get from each and every one of you means so much!! AWE....this must be what it's like to be loved for who you are [emoji254]
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Title: Re: I love me
Post by: Dan on July 22, 2017, 04:40:57 PM
Post by: Dan on July 22, 2017, 04:40:57 PM
You got it girl.
I was lucky enough to have had a family and now a partner who have always loved me, no matter what apparently nutty schemes I might sometimes come up with. ;D
It's therefore easy for me to support you in the same way because I know how important such support is. Having the courage to break away from externally imposed constraints, means that sometimes we fly too close to the sun, and when we get our wings singed, we need somebody on the ground giving us a hug, and helping us fix those wings to fly again.
Keep being who you are and becoming who you want to be. This is a life worth living.
I was lucky enough to have had a family and now a partner who have always loved me, no matter what apparently nutty schemes I might sometimes come up with. ;D
It's therefore easy for me to support you in the same way because I know how important such support is. Having the courage to break away from externally imposed constraints, means that sometimes we fly too close to the sun, and when we get our wings singed, we need somebody on the ground giving us a hug, and helping us fix those wings to fly again.
Keep being who you are and becoming who you want to be. This is a life worth living.
Title: Re: I love me
Post by: JJ_BLOSSOM on July 22, 2017, 05:36:16 PM
Post by: JJ_BLOSSOM on July 22, 2017, 05:36:16 PM
I've often heard that saying but honestly for me personally i still have a lot to prove to myself because I allow what other people think to effect my happiness and how I view myself I feel like this is home to me, although miles away from eachother physically, mentally I'm planting myself right in the midst of this site and the safety, love and support it offers
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