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I downloaded an app for my phone, that feminized me :)  After seeing my picture, I really wanted to cry so bad, I mean it, my eyes are swelling up with tears right now.  By no means beautiful, but that is not what is important to me.  I see before me, what I should have been, and I am left thinking of so many years that have been lost, how that woman in the photo was happy, and I am not.

The picture quality is lousy, my eye looks goofed up, the hair sparse, and I'm wearing my hat, but still - that is the closest I've ever seen myself resembling the woman I've always wanted to be.  I would be happy if I were to transform right now to that face, of course, I would probably get a nose job.. and fix my eye, and grow my hair out a little more.  I might keep the cap though  ;)

A side by side picture with the original, does not look that different, I know this should be attainable.  More than ever I want to get this done with now.  If anyone wants to give it a shot, the app is called "Face App" 

Quote from: zamber74 on August 19, 2017, 02:26:46 PM
If anyone wants to give it a shot, the app is called "Face App"

Hi Zamber! Nice to meet you! I know the app and played with it a little. When I saw the result of the feminization, I thought "Wow!" I'd have been cute if I grew up like that... But this is just a neat little gadget... And, alas, it doesn't really tell what you can achieve. Just a very vague and idealized idea. Good news is: an experienced esthetic maxillo-facial surgeon can! [emoji4]

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Cheers, Sarah

P.S. On FaceApp I look A LOT like my sister... Almost freakishly so! [emoji23]

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Quote from: Sarah.VanDistel on August 19, 2017, 02:40:51 PM

Hi Zamber! Nice to meet you! I know the app and played with it a little. When I saw the result of the feminization, I thought "Wow!" I'd have been cute if I grew up like that... But this is just a neat little gadget... And, alas, it doesn't really tell what you can achieve. Just a very vague and idealized idea. Good news is: an experienced esthetic maxillo-facial surgeon can! [emoji4]

Cheers, Sarah

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Hey, I like your face more than mine!  Want to trade?  :D

Quote from: zamber74 on August 19, 2017, 02:44:45 PM
Hey, I like your face more than mine!  Want to trade?  :D

Lol What are you talking about? Your face is really nice and cute! But mind the damn algorithm... It depends a lot on lighting conditions, position, facial expression... It's a bittersweet candy. [emoji4]

However, Dr. Bart Van De Ven made a simulation of what he can achieve and the future Sarah I saw was kind of cute. Hope she'll become reality! [emoji39]

Hugs, Sarah



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Quote from: Sarah.VanDistel on August 19, 2017, 02:52:46 PM
Lol What are you talking about? Your face is really nice and cute! But mind the damn algorithm... It depends a lot on lighting conditions, position, facial expression... It's a bittersweet candy. [emoji4]

However, Dr. Bart Van De Ven made a simulation of what he can achieve and the future Sarah I saw was kind of cute. Hope she'll become reality! [emoji39]

Hugs, Sarah



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That sounds awesome :)  Does he charge to have the simulation made for you?

Quote from: zamber74 on August 19, 2017, 03:28:06 PM
That sounds awesome :)  Does he charge to have the simulation made for you?

Well, you have to get a consultation with him (€50). Not sure if he does online consultations through Skype. Besides Antwerp, he does travel regularly to London, New York, Munich and Berlin for consultations. More info on: https://www.2passclinic.com/ffs/facial-feminization-surgery/

Sarah

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this app kind of triggered me earlier this year.  it seems almost silly that a phone app could do this.  It was only a couple of weeks after my father had died.  I had a strained relationship with him.  I never forgave him for a lot of trauma and bad ->-bleeped-<- that happened to me during my childhood.  So even now 5 months later it's still an emotionally raw thing for me. 

Anyway.....I saw some friends using this app and posting pics from it to facebook.  I didn't think too much about it before using the app to generate several pics, one of them was "old" and another was female.  What the app did was create a photo of me that looked just like my father before he died (that was the old photo) and a photo of me the way I have often imagined myself, feminine and female. 

A month ago i realized I couldn't get those photos out of my mind.  I felt like I had seen the way my life would end, an old unhappy man - literally my father - if i continued on my current path.  And it showed me a photo of someone I'd only ever imagined.  It showed me a woman that I wished i'd always been.

I used Face App only that one time.  And I immediately uninstalled it from my phone.  It really really upset me.  And over the past few months it's haunted me.  Maybe I'm making more of it now because I'm at a low point emotionally.  I don't know.  :'(

I still look pretty much the same. There is a slight change, but not much. I still look like a guy so I don't get it.