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Title: hello(^-^)
Post by: bethzerosix on December 16, 2007, 10:33:44 PM
hi every one :D....

this is such a wonderful forum. im really happy to join. i have been reading here for a while and have found the members kind and knowledgeable. i knew that something was wrong at age 2, when in preschool, a girl came out of the bathroom needing help.... her pants were down and i thought .... why doesnt mine look like that. at age 4 my mom would ask what i wanted to be when i grew up..." a police man?"...  "a firefighter?"... "an astronaut?"...  "mom... i want to be a girl." :laugh: i too have bought and purged... many times. when i turned 30 i said to myself that it was time to change for good and let "her" go.. enough being silly..... now after turning 37 i have made peace with myself... i have accepted that i have always been a girl on the inside.... one of the hardest things for me was God. i had always felt peace with God with the girl part of myself... i had always felt that i was a girl in a boy body on purpose...i never felt that god made a mistake, but i had a hard time with his word... i  recently found gendertree.com and that has made all the difference for me.  im not sure at this time how far i "need" to go.... im just happy to be "home".
Title: Re: hello(^-^)
Post by: Wing Walker on December 16, 2007, 11:19:11 PM
Hello, Beth, and welcome to Susan's!

I am happy for you, that you have found peace within yourself and with your Creator.  For some of us that is a lifetime quest and for some it never ceases.

These forums are a wonderful place to learn about yourself while learning about others.  Please feel free to share as it is a two-way street, so to speak.

Me, I am 56 and it took me from age 5, when I knew something was quite wrong, to age 51 to do something about it.  I am pre-op F-to-F, and I hope to be having my surgery next June.

Take your time and enjoy your time here.

Wing Walker
Title: Re: hello(^-^)
Post by: funnygrl on December 17, 2007, 01:34:43 AM
Hello Beth06 & welcome to susans!!! I really new here too, I turned 38 back in Oct. 07 and started therapy (M2F), now I'm doing laser & electrolysis too. I hope to hear more from you.
Title: Re: hello(^-^)
Post by: tinkerbell on December 17, 2007, 08:19:13 PM
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Hello Beth and welcome to Susan's!

Thank you for your introduction.  Please take a few moments to get familiar with all the boards of the site, review the site rules  (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html)before posting, and take advantage of our many resources such as the wiki (https://www.susans.org/wiki/Main_Page), chat (https://www.susans.org/chat/index.html), and the links listed at the main page. (https://www.susans.org/index.html)  We look forward to your future posts and participation.  Enjoy your stay :)

tink :icon_chick:


Title: Re: hello(^-^)
Post by: bethzerosix on December 17, 2007, 10:56:01 PM
thank  you all for the warm welcome. :D 
Title: Re: hello(^-^)
Post by: buttercup on December 18, 2007, 12:34:45 AM
Hello and Welcome Beth,


buttercup   :)
Title: Re: hello(^-^)
Post by: RebeccaFog on December 20, 2007, 09:13:31 PM
Hi Beth,

   I'm happy to hear you're at peace.  God does not make mistakes and accepting yourself puts you that much closer to God.

   Welcome to Susans, and welcome home.



Rebis