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Title: Can't stop crying today...
Post by: Gabriel_C on May 06, 2019, 10:04:08 AM
Post by: Gabriel_C on May 06, 2019, 10:04:08 AM
Today is one of those days... I just want to grab a knife and cut this hanging junk on my chest...
Why did I have to take a shower today...? Goddamn dysphoria hit me like never before. I hate this body...
Today is just too much. Couldn't keep the tears away and now they won't stop.
I don't have the courage to end my life... but I wish for my own death every second...
Why did I have to take a shower today...? Goddamn dysphoria hit me like never before. I hate this body...
Today is just too much. Couldn't keep the tears away and now they won't stop.
I don't have the courage to end my life... but I wish for my own death every second...
Title: Re: Can't stop crying today...
Post by: Devlyn on May 06, 2019, 11:25:02 AM
Post by: Devlyn on May 06, 2019, 11:25:02 AM
Big hug! I'm sorry you're going through a tough time. Some days it's hard to see the light.
Please stick with us. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Please stick with us. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Title: Re: Can't stop crying today...
Post by: Bea1968 on May 06, 2019, 10:45:07 PM
Post by: Bea1968 on May 06, 2019, 10:45:07 PM
You are not alone. I am sorry it's hitting you hard today. Patience is something hard to master and anyone bhete who knows me, patience isn't one of my strengths. I try hard but the changed come do slow. Slow because my body betrays me, because doctors and insurance suck and because I never seem to have enough cash to get that next treatment. Hang in there.
Best regards
Bea
Best regards
Bea