Susan's Place Transgender Resources

Recently I renewed my YouTube channel after three years of dormancy. I upload everyday video clips I take by my smartphone. It is not professional, but I am learning by trial and error.

I am not so much interested or obsessed with whether I am transgender. I just want to show off my fashion and body, enjoying interactions with various viewers. The number of viewership is very low, but I hope it will steadily increase.

Its web address is: https://www.youtube.com/@barbiekorea21

And the latest shorts video clip I uploaded just ago: https://youtube.com/shorts/tWR3w8gdOdw

I will welcome any feedback.

Cheers,

barbie~~

Go, Barbie!

Thanks, Oldandcreay. You have been active in this site, remembering and greeting me.

I purchased an AI-based PTZ camera, Obsbot air tail, a few months ago to record my lectures. It is also useful for taking self-videos, but it is still tricky to manipulate the camera.

I just made a video showing my summer red mini dress with 12-cm stilettos.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGYLS0cRudY

Cheers,

barbie~~

Home video is far easier than outdoors. I added a shorts just ago.

https://youtube.com/shorts/Vvtk5YGmOoo

Cheers,

barbie~~

A Shorts showing my waist size today: https://youtube.com/shorts/Oh41x7lYVM8

Cheers,

barbie~~

Remarkable short videos, Barbie. And the quote in your signature is inspiring. Short and sweet.

You're so skinny, Barbie! You're a reed. Willowy!

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on August 06, 2024, 06:46:23 AMYou're so skinny, Barbie! You're a reed. Willowy!

Yes, Oldandcreaky. I am now very skinny. My goal is to reach BMI 18.5, the lowest limit of 'normal' body. I have nearly done it.

https://youtube.com/shorts/-2fI32NA4LI

Lilis, I have been experimenting with Youtube videos and shorts clips. It is not easy, but my skills are enhanced gradually. I try hard to boost the viewership.

barbie~~

L

Diet is a must when wearing a bikini in summer.

https://youtu.be/UNpDzENamzo

https://youtu.be/230QBvj7A4o

barbie~~

I uploaded 2 video clips today.

https://youtu.be/J7dK8LFWP7E

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/UxBxMatRwQ0

Cheers,

barbie~~

You are gorgeous. And the part of the world you live in is gorgeous.

Quote from: Sephirah on August 08, 2024, 10:18:17 PMAnd the part of the world you live in is gorgeous.

Yes. It is the most popular destination for tourism in S. Korea. Recently, however, too much development, especially along the coastline. The size is comparable to Honolulu, Hawaii. Unlike Honolulu, Jeju Island here has many natural beaches. At Waikiki last year: https://youtube.com/shorts/AyCRlWVTg68

Cheers,

barbie~~

Barbie, if you were take all the style I've managed to muster in my 68 years and stuff it into one short video, it still wouldn't equal your style in just one of your many videos.

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on August 09, 2024, 12:20:17 PMBarbie, if you were take all the style I've managed to muster in my 68 years and stuff it into one short video, it still wouldn't equal your style in just one of your many videos.

Nowadays you can order all kinds of fashion items from the internet around the world. I used to order from AliExpress.com, but recently I found temu.com is a perfect shopping site for me. The price and quality are all reasonable. Temu.com, a Chinese company, recently launched aggressive promotion sales targeting South Korea, and I greatly benefit from it.

This beach dress was from AliExpress.com last year:
https://youtube.com/shorts/h3eVU1xM1Vk

Cheers,

barbie~~

Your dress in the video directly above is one of my favorites, Barbie. And you wear it so well!

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on August 09, 2024, 01:00:47 PMYour dress in the video directly above is one of my favorites, Barbie. And you wear it so well!

My close friends and family members recommend me to wear long dresses or tight jeans because they fit me well. But I like to expose my body, wearing miniskirts and crop/tube tops or swimsuits in summer.

BTW, I uploaded more video clips taken at Honolulu last summer.

https://youtube.com/shorts/T9QH6O2YtmE

https://youtu.be/E6-t0koc20M

Cheers,

barbie~~
 

Walking topless in the beach is not a big deal for m2f transgender.

https://youtu.be/SDggbRr4JGM

https://youtube.com/shorts/cyzGDVkZb1Q

Cheers,

barbie~~

A pretty girl in pretty places!

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on August 11, 2024, 05:17:51 AMA pretty girl in pretty places!

Thanks, Oldandcreaky. A few people also say so to encourage me.

I just made another Shorts video, but the viewership is still very low.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/8s6pLm1TjOE

Cheers,

barbie~~

That's my favorite one, Barbie. Love the music. And the flower in your hair.

As far as viewership, it's overrated. My words have been read by tens of millions of people and I've lectured to more than a million and I don't miss the audience at all. I'm happy to be an old and creaky gal tending to my tomatoes.

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on August 11, 2024, 03:03:51 PMAs far as viewership, it's overrated. My words have been read by tens of millions of people and I've lectured to more than a million and I don't miss the audience at all. I'm happy to be an old and creaky gal tending to my tomatoes.

Oldandcreaky,

I guess you were prestigious in your professional area. I am not so much, but sometimes I interview with jounalists and appear on TV. A few days ago, a correspondent from Japanses newspaper in English at Seoul contacted me through email regarding some issues on climate change and fisheries. I answered and he summarized it well. Japanese consuls also sometimes visit my office. I guess I am more known in Japan than here in S. Korea.

Anyway I have some homework to finish this week, and came to my office early in the morning: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/TgQnL-4AODY

Cheers,

barbie~~

Not prestigious. I simply had a profession that put me behind the podium. Now I'm happy to talk to my tomatoes.

Eating broadcasts, called mukbang in S. Korea, attract more viewership than my bikini videos: https://youtube.com/shorts/IKE5xccvWIk

The video showing off my legs does not yet perform well: https://youtube.com/shorts/L9iHNMBLuIc

Cheers,

barbie~~

Hey, I like your videos, Barbie. And because I'm lousy at math, I'm counting myself as 10,000.

I try hard to boost the viewership, but it is not easy. Anyway, today's shorts: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/yzjm83MiA0k

The minidress is so tight to reveal the contour of the underwear, bikini bottom.

Cheers,

barbie~~

I feel some fetishism on high heels. This is my favorite pair of high heel sandals.

https://youtube.com/shorts/m8ijS1CX-CI

Cheers,

barbie~~

I stroll along the beach in bikini:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJE5fS-d_Ag

Cheers,

barbie~~

I just subbed, honey. <3

I think... a lot of people don't go to Youtube to feel good. They go to find hate videos, or cat videos.

You will get there. Keep doing your thing okay? You are beautiful, and aren't ashamed to show off the beauty of who you are and where you are. That's kind of priceless in today's world.

Plus, I really like the music you use in your videos. :)

Sephirah, thanks for the comments.

Yesterday, people there did not pay attention to me so much. I guess nowadays they watch all kinds of weird and strange things enough through YouTube and other Internet sites, making me look normal or banal.

One of my friends commented that my walking is not feminine, requiring practice, and that my hip is too small.

I admit that I am not and can not be a biological woman. To have a little bit bigger hip, I need HRT, which I can not afford to do. I do not have boobs. What I can do best is to decrease my waist size, making my chest and hip look relatively bigger.

I am unique, and my body is also uniquely androgynous.

Cheers,

barbie~~

In denim short pants and bikini top,

https://youtu.be/Twr-OWhtEEU

barbie~~

Yesterday I dominated the beach area with Daisy Dukes, tubetop, stilettos and plumeria. I guess there were more Chinese tourists than Koreans in the beach.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7f8SjPi7gGo

Cheers,

barbie~~

A PTZ camera version. I am still not good at working with this AI video camera (Obsbot tailair).

https://youtu.be/kV6R_DgkXSU

Cheers,

Barbie~~

Another one:

https://youtube.com/shorts/FUvxolVTsW8

Cheers,

barbie~~

Last night, I ran to the city hall, a 15-km (9 miles) roundtrip. My body weight decreased to 62.3 kg (137 lbs), and my BMI is now 18.4, slightly underweight. I have lost about 10 kg (22 lbs) this year, making me look younger. I guess I have better stop dieting.
 
https://youtube.com/shorts/dRkqhqsPZug

Cheers,

barbie~~

Cute outfit, Barbie!

My fashion itmes are very cheap, mostly purchased from AliExpress.com or Temu.com. I just try to accent them with my body.

Today I am wearing a short skort and a crop tee, as it is rainy.

https://youtube.com/shorts/0UJBtVlGC8k

My body measured this morning increased to 63.8 kg (141 lbs).

Cheers,

barbie

Girl, you look awesome. I've been watching some of your shorts on the 'Tube.

If you've got it, flaunt it! <3

Thanks for your comment and viewing, Sephirah.

A month ago, some tourists intruded while I took swimsuit selfies in the nearby beach. I realized that beaches are private and fun places with all kinds of people around the world.

https://youtu.be/uRgNpFeU2BA

Cheers,

barbie~~

This video taken last April shows the area where I live: https://youtu.be/AOHbctBVx5M

Cheers,

barbie~~

Today in a red bikini set and black stilettos:

https://youtube.com/shorts/iIU--UvPCBc

Cheers,

barbie~~

You live in a beautiful town, beautiful lady!

Yes. My town is the most popular destination for tourism in Korea. During the past 15 years, a lot of development, especially in the coastal areas, has devastated the pristine scenery.

BTW, I realized that Bikini videos do not boost the viewership. Instead, plain fashion and beauty videos with everyday's outfit are better. I made a short video with a tight minidress:

https://youtube.com/shorts/IPxw-UIkzMs

Cheers,

barbie~~

I like the music on your last video!

I chose the music because of the movie title: Girl with a Suitcase (1961). I also carary a big bag.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRU1PzqTu3I

Today I made a video clip of showing my new beachwear:

https://youtu.be/wuKtwH7wX7w

When I take the video in the beach, a few men always approach me, asking whether I need help or whether they take photos for me. I always decline.

Cheers,

barbie~~

More beautiful music and more beautiful Barbie!

My new rhinestone highheel sandals delivered yesterday from temu.com. It's just about US$ 20, but endurable and sexy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SrfpODq7MlI

And another shorts clip taken yesterday:

https://youtube.com/shorts/S8ZOKFZL7GU

Cheers,

barbie~~

A bikini video with my favorite song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWSQYVTZj8Q

barbie~~

Running on 12-cm (4.7 inch) stiletto highheel sandals:

https://youtube.com/shorts/bWDm5X6nrck

barbie~~

At the my university campus: https://youtube.com/shorts/pEBVxwkUoJk

barbie~~

On the same day in the campus:

https://youtu.be/uZh8eWU_FXc

barbie~~

Friends say I look more provocative with the wrap skirt cover-up:

https://youtu.be/kDQbFw3khHg

Cheers,

barbie~~

After running ca. 20 km (12 miles), my body weight decreased to 62.5 kg (138 lbs), and my BMI is now 18.5, the lower limit of 'normal' weights. A Shorts video of my trip from the university campus to a traditional market called here "Dongmun market", a popular destination for tourists.

https://youtube.com/shorts/1R9UN-MlYLQ

Cheers,

barbie~~

https://youtube.com/shorts/XVwGbQbA0hY

Cheers,

barbie~~

Quote from: barbie on September 02, 2024, 01:03:59 PMAfter running ca. 20 km (12 miles), my body weight decreased to 62.5 kg (138 lbs), and my BMI is now 18.5, the lower limit of 'normal' weights. A Shorts video of my trip from the university campus to a traditional market called here "Dongmun market", a popular destination for tourists.

https://youtube.com/shorts/1R9UN-MlYLQ

Cheers,

barbie~~

You look great in this dress!

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on September 03, 2024, 05:02:21 PMYou look great in this dress!

It is my jogging suit, sleepwear, working clothes, and formal outfit. I can wear it for 24 hours.

Cheers,

barbie~~

Quote from: barbie on September 04, 2024, 01:35:59 PMIt is my jogging suit, sleepwear, working clothes, and formal outfit. I can wear it for 24 hours.

Cheers,

barbie~~

Flexi-fashion!

This backless dress is a kind of formal outfit.

https://youtube.com/shorts/txrhMQNcz68

Cheers,

barbie~~

As my body weight was about to increase again, I ran downtown early in the morning.

https://youtube.com/shorts/2V6CdPb1GaA

Cheers,

barbie~~

Girl, you live somewhere very beautiful. And you are very beautiful. You have legs most transwomen could only ever dream of.

My daughter also envies of my legs  :D

A selfie Shorts taken inside my car.

https://youtube.com/shorts/agK941Cwg7I

Cheers,

barbie~~

https://youtube.com/shorts/6q34_BrDeRA

Yersterday on Sunday, I wore red stilettos in the beach, but disappointedly nobody paid attention to me. Why? Red stilettos are considered very bold, and even most young women do not wear them here. Most people in the beach were Chinese tourists, and a few of them made eye contacts with me, but immediately turned their heads.

https://youtube.com/shorts/mg5mQun2jds

Cheers,

barbie~~

The viwership of the previous Shorts video exceeded 10k within 24 hours, which is the first time ever I started YouTube. I do not know the reason why the viewership suddenly increased.

I waited until the viewership becomes low again, and uploaded a Shorts 1 hour ago. The performance of this Shorts is not so bad so far: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4tyD5DUjSY

Tomorrow I will upload another Shorts which is ready.

Cheers,

barbie~~

Hoping to boost the viewership again,

https://youtube.com/shorts/dkKoNmNc2XQ

barbie~~

Bikini videos tend to plunge the viewership on YouTube, but I carelessly made and uploaded one anyway.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/-E3vJ9OkWjM

Cheers,

barbie~~

It becomes rainy again here. I am considering taking lessons in dance, especially tango.

https://youtube.com/shorts/JFwZ_NSK7cs

Cheers,

barbie~~

I think you should take dance lessons, Barbie. You'd thrive on the dance floor!

Yesterday, I tried to boost the viewership unsuccessfully.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/UWOIxkR0ung

It is unusually warm here, extending the period of wearing a bikini on the beach.

Cheers,

barbie~~

It is unusually warm here, and all people talk about climate change. I did not take videos outdoors for several days.

A video taken at this time 4 years ago during the COVID-19 period:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FWIXmELHnbo

Cheers,

barbie~~

In my YouTube channel, outdoor videos perform better in viewership than indoor ones. Bikini videos also perform poorly, probably because YouTube discourages nudity or excessive body exposure. In this warm period, it is hard to go out without wearing a bikini on the beach. Thus, I just took an indoor video. I am learning by trial and error to promote my channel.

https://youtube.com/shorts/0MWo-doms2Q

Cheers,

barbie~~

A Shorts video taken about 2 months ago at a supermarket here. I was the tallest there.

https://youtube.com/shorts/5epkUpmi4a8

Cheers,

barbie~~

Walking in Halla ecological forest, Jeju island, while typhoon #13 Bebinca is near to approach southeastern China

https://youtube.com/shorts/EAUFOdu9hws

barbie~~

I once reared cats at home.

https://youtube.com/shorts/vJNImyepCaU

Cheers,

barbie~~

It is unusally warm here during Chuseok (Thanksgiving) holidays, and I wear a tubetop.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-rllatC9O0

barbie~~

It became a rainy season again and I mostly stay home. A video clip made a month ago:

https://youtu.be/uow20dJ01cE

barbie~~

A Shorts taken just ago:

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/x1tXqEhEQLQ

barbie~~

I am a narcissist.

https://youtube.com/shorts/ACI5UgV7WB0

barbie~~

This was taken a month ago.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0hJoBYTybw

barbie~~

Quote from: barbie on September 20, 2024, 07:49:42 PMI am a narcissist.

https://youtube.com/shorts/ACI5UgV7WB0

barbie~~

Honey, look at you. Probably 99% of women would be massively jealous of you. And you live in one of the most achingly beautiful parts of the world. It's hard not to embrace who you are and where you are. <3

If you've got it, girl, flaunt it! <3

As the fall semester began, I did not have enough leisure time to take selfie videos. A few days ago at my campus:

https://youtube.com/shorts/1--KPWTA50w

barbie~~

I always run alone, but nowadays some young people run in groups, causing complaints from passengers and neighbors: https://m.koreaherald.com/view.php?ud=20241003050221

https://youtube.com/shorts/UVEtKdOosU4

barbie~~

Strangely, the viewership is exploding.

https://youtube.com/shorts/plp0DsWCMHw

barbie~~

I will wear leggings more frequently this fall.

https://youtube.com/shorts/2lFFvWb9LTM

Cheers,

barbie~~

Two years ago, one of my friends gave me a garter belt as a gift, which she purchased while tripping overseas, but I have not yet tried it.

Today I just tried to wear it. It was loose on my waist, but I found a way to tighten it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFr2c_7hP2M

Cheers,

barbie~~

Double cross legs while sitting

https://youtube.com/shorts/IX-bPyBWRMk

barbie~~

Just ago at my office:

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/ojxE9KfHfUU

barbie~~

I am now at Honolulu, Hawaii.

https://youtube.com/shorts/G1n6bA3gP_M

Cheers,

barbie~~

https://youtube.com/shorts/yYWD2Wnly3I

Jogging around Waikiki beach

https://youtube.com/shorts/GK2GS3xc6DY

Cheers,

barbie~~

Iyazaka

https://youtube.com/shorts/h1Ewm2yxWRc

barbie~~

Extended version

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/9eh9BcA7Etk

barbie~~

Strolling at Honolulu downtown:

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/-iqlfKoVL1k

Finally coming home after 7-day stay at Honolulu. This morning:

https://youtube.com/shorts/a3S7j6ecsiU

barbie~~

Bikini at Waikiki beach

https://youtu.be/ZIbfZjS1Y14

Cheers,

barbie~~

Pretty girl in a pretty place!

Yesterday I was busy.

https://youtube.com/shorts/xdmCMBAmEWo

barbie~~

What a beautiful place to release the film. Please tell me more, Barbie. How did it go? How did you feel? What sorts of questions were asked?

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on November 10, 2024, 12:11:53 PMWhat a beautiful place to release the film. Please tell me more, Barbie. How did it go? How did you feel? What sorts of questions were asked?

The English title is "Just the way you are". It is a documentary about social prejudice and violence against the gender minority. I accepted the proposal because I can get a nice film recording my life. It features me and the brother of the female director. It will be shown at some international film festivals with English subtitles and finally released here in the latter half of next year. Hopefully, it will be available on YouTube.

Cheers,

barbie~~

Thanks, Barbie. How did it feel to see yourself on the screen? What sorts of questions were you asked at the premier?

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on November 12, 2024, 03:54:52 PMThanks, Barbie. How did it feel to see yourself on the screen? What sorts of questions were you asked at the premier?

It shows my daily life even without wearing any makeup and my closets. I thought the film is a little bit boring, but some people said it is very interesting. The title of the film may be compared to "Don't ask, don't tell". The budget of the film was just about US$ 100K, mostly supported by the central and local government (the Korean Film Commission and the Jeju Contents agency).

I guess I get some questions once the film is premiered here in Korea next year.

Cheers,

barbie~~

Ah, no premier yet. Well, I'll be interested to hear how that goes. Is your wife in the film too?

I'm surprised no one else is curious enough about your film to ask questions.

Quote from: Oldandcreaky on November 14, 2024, 08:03:59 AMAh, no premier yet. Well, I'll be interested to hear how that goes. Is your wife in the film too?

I'm surprised no one else is curious enough about your film to ask questions.

Yes, my wife and eldest son are in the film together with my friends. I think here everybody is interested in her/his own issues, which is usual.

Today I took some videos at a fortress site, showing off my fall fashion.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/h2NRP4DLDcM

Cheers,

barbie~~

Today with suspended skirt, ankle boots and fishnet, trying hard to look young. It becomes a little bit colder.

https://youtube.com/shorts/CdrPfWzPWBk

Cheers,

barbie~~

Taking a selfi is always tricking.

https://youtube.com/shorts/F9u6OFBh54w

Cheers,

barbie~~

You are a reed-slender girl, Barbie!

My body weight has probably increased slightly recently, as it has been rainy and I have not exercised enough.

Anyway selfie at home with sleepwear.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/p-WRA0A2v9o

Cheers,

barbie~~

This dress is for wearing in the fall, and I wore it before it gets colder.

https://youtube.com/shorts/XLAe8NlHz4Q

Cheers,

barbie~~

To increase the viewership, I changed the strategy: upload more clips every day.

https://youtube.com/shorts/zKdOrZRDSTA

Cheers,

barbie~~

I attended a wedding ceremony.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaUbLNtVa1g

Cheers,

barbie~~

Gingo in the campus. It is like autumn.

https://youtube.com/shorts/-gaWqYwROa0

Cheers,

barbie~~

I went to a library in the campus.

https://youtube.com/shorts/rFiv5RpJqFk

Cheers,

barbie~~

Tightening up to show off the waist:

https://youtube.com/shorts/glLUTOTvdZo

Cheers,

barbie~~

Sometimes I look sexy to my eyes.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/IKcfKMs8XO8

Cheers,

barbie~~

An accident while live streaming in YouTube:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0neu85qoSw

Cheers,

barbie~~

Recently, the number of subscribers to my YouTube channel suddenly increased to 1k. I started chatting with them through live streams, and I made Shorts extracted from those live streams.

https://youtube.com/shorts/9G2QFGhHmIM

Cheers,

barbie~~

@barbie
Dear Barbie:
An accident as in falling off of your chair at the end of the video?

I hope that you didn't get hurt...
HUGS, Danielle

Quote from: barbie on December 01, 2024, 02:24:37 PMAn accident while live streaming in YouTube:

         {video}

Cheers,

barbie~~

The viewership exceeded 50k for the first time. My YouTube live streaming today:

https://www.youtube.com/live/wl9ZTM4PQ7Y

Cheers,

baribe~~

Quote from: barbie on December 03, 2024, 08:58:21 AMThe viewership exceeded 50k for the first time. My YouTube live streaming today:

https://www.youtube.com/live/wl9ZTM4PQ7Y

Cheers,

baribe~~

Good for you!

Quote from: Northern Star Girl on December 02, 2024, 03:49:39 PM
@barbie
Dear Barbie:
An accident as in falling off of your chair at the end of the video?

I hope that you didn't get hurt...
HUGS, Danielle

No accident! Thanks for your concern, Danielle.

barbie~~

Finally, I became eligible for the YouTube partner program and started earning yesterday. Live streaming was the most effective tool for me to boost viewership. Every night, I have to drink for 'mukbang'. Yesterday, the earnings were about USD 80 from Super chat. Most fans supporting me are women, who initiated a 'fan club' for me. Even a fervent fan sent me a ca. USD 3,000 luxury Diol bag as a gift with various clothes and accessories: https://www.youtube.com/live/03KGDgOvz9A?si=3KtXxTqb0gU6oeeH&t=1062

Cheers,

barbie~~

Marry Christmas Barbie!


Plus, thank you for your many fashion examples.


Chrissy

I have been busy live streaming on YouTube this December. Although YouTube viewership is stagnant, some fans have sent me fashion items and 'Super Chat' as gifts. I finally realized that I could be popular and a kind of celebrity among some women here. My fans are mostly women, and they formed a 'fan club' to support me.

My YouTube channel is at: https://www.youtube.com/@barbiekorea21

Interestingly, the viewership of my page on Instagram is far higher than that of my YouTube channel. For example, it exceeded 340K: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DCdCAAXMakF/

Cheers,

barbie~~