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Title: I can't do this alone. Help
Post by: BecomingMonica on June 21, 2026, 09:19:59 AM
Post by: BecomingMonica on June 21, 2026, 09:19:59 AM
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Hello I am Monica Scott. My birth name is Christopher. I was three helping put laundry away. As I grabbed a pair of my step mothers panties I had this almost electric sensation and in my mind I thought. I should be a girl. I hated my male parts. They felt gross and wrong. I was groomed at the age of three by a babysitter my drug addicted drunk and violent reaction at the site of me. The only kindness anyone had shown me was this male. I came out to three girls in grade and they loved it. They all passed down their old clothes. Life has tried to take my life many times. I beg for death and then I remember I'm trans and I feel warm and calm. I really need friends and support. I would love to make friends with all of you.
Hello I am Monica Scott. My birth name is Christopher. I was three helping put laundry away. As I grabbed a pair of my step mothers panties I had this almost electric sensation and in my mind I thought. I should be a girl. I hated my male parts. They felt gross and wrong. I was groomed at the age of three by a babysitter my drug addicted drunk and violent reaction at the site of me. The only kindness anyone had shown me was this male. I came out to three girls in grade and they loved it. They all passed down their old clothes. Life has tried to take my life many times. I beg for death and then I remember I'm trans and I feel warm and calm. I really need friends and support. I would love to make friends with all of you.
Title: Re: I can't do this alone. Help
Post by: Rochelle on June 21, 2026, 09:26:28 AM
Post by: Rochelle on June 21, 2026, 09:26:28 AM
Hello and welcome to Susan's Place. Hopefully you can find some answers that you are looking for here. This community is here for people like you looking for help and support. You can find alot of answers in the forums and can always ask questions from the users. A member of the welcoming team should be along shortly to officially welcome you. We're happy you're here. 💚
Title: Re: I can't do this alone. Help
Post by: Lori Dee on June 21, 2026, 09:39:36 AM
Post by: Lori Dee on June 21, 2026, 09:39:36 AM
Hello Monica,
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I'm Lori Dee. Welcome to Susan's Place!
Thank you for that wonderful introduction.
We strive to make this a safe space for you to find information and share your thoughts and comments. No matter who you are, you are always welcome at Susan's Place.
You can find a lot of information and support here. You are not alone.
When you click on the HOME button, you will see a page listing all of the various sub-forums by category and topic. Each sub-forum has a description of what that forum is about, as well as any guidelines for posting.
Please keep in mind when posting that this is an ALL-AGES PUBLIC Forum and the internet never forgets. Do not post anything that you do not want to be made public.
I will add links below that are important for new and returning members.
Pay special attention to the links in RED.
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Once again, welcome to Susan's Place!
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