Susan's Place Transgender Resources

Hi, I go by Janet and I'm just getting started witht all of this at the age of 45.  I'm trying to hook up with a specialty therapist (hard to do, I live in a very small town in Tennessee and the closest place is an hour away).  I've known I've wanted to be female since...well, since I can remember, doesn't everyone?  Currently I'm disabled from depression and panic disorder so my cash flow is limited.  I have a master's degree in clinical psychology and hope some day to be able to return to that field, but my biological clock is ticking and I need to get things started.  I'd appreciate ANYTHING.  Sounds like a Jerry Lewis telethon, but I'm serious.  We're here to help each other out right?  Maybe it's unconventional to solicit donations on here, I don't know, like I said, I"m desparate.  Anyway, there's hair removal, therapy, and hormone replacement therapy to think about.  It's all exciting doing this, a life-long dream, and about dang time too. 

 hi-   i  sometimes   feel the need  to want  to be a woman  but  i  also  have no means
to satisfy  my desires-  what can i do?  it  is so unfilling  and  leaves  me  empty.  can
anyone  offer  me a way  to fuifill  my desires-  thanks