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Title: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Janet_Girl on May 31, 2008, 07:13:20 PM
Post by: Janet_Girl on May 31, 2008, 07:13:20 PM
Dearest Family,
I have some really sad news to pass on to the only really family I have any more. Today my ex and I had to put our much beloved Polarbear to sleep. We have been his family since he was a small little lad. He was the best friend that we both had and I know how hard it was for my ex to make this decision.
We got him when he was a puppy from a campground. The poor little guy was covered with fleas and was all dirty. But we fell in love at first sight. He was our constant companion even thru the bad times. I will miss him ever so much....
I know now what emotions feel like and even tho I can't keep from crying, I will be the other Mother he deserves. I will transition in to full time if it kills me. God has another good dog in Heaven.
GOD I MISS YOU BEAR. ( Screaming, crying uncontrollable )
Sorry for the downer. :icon_sad:
You guys are the only ones I have to share this with Except for BFF Peggy, and she is also sad. But it is really hit me hard.
Janet
I have some really sad news to pass on to the only really family I have any more. Today my ex and I had to put our much beloved Polarbear to sleep. We have been his family since he was a small little lad. He was the best friend that we both had and I know how hard it was for my ex to make this decision.
We got him when he was a puppy from a campground. The poor little guy was covered with fleas and was all dirty. But we fell in love at first sight. He was our constant companion even thru the bad times. I will miss him ever so much....
I know now what emotions feel like and even tho I can't keep from crying, I will be the other Mother he deserves. I will transition in to full time if it kills me. God has another good dog in Heaven.
GOD I MISS YOU BEAR. ( Screaming, crying uncontrollable )
Sorry for the downer. :icon_sad:
You guys are the only ones I have to share this with Except for BFF Peggy, and she is also sad. But it is really hit me hard.
Janet
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: findingreason on May 31, 2008, 08:21:48 PM
Post by: findingreason on May 31, 2008, 08:21:48 PM
I am so sorry to hear that. I would so be crying with you if I could. I know how hard it is to less a partner like that, it is so painful.
****Big hugs and best wishes to you and Polarbear****
****Big hugs and best wishes to you and Polarbear****
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Laura91 on May 31, 2008, 08:27:48 PM
Post by: Laura91 on May 31, 2008, 08:27:48 PM
:( awwwwww, that is so sad. :icon_hug:
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Ms.Behavin on June 01, 2008, 05:17:34 PM
Post by: Ms.Behavin on June 01, 2008, 05:17:34 PM
that is rough hon. So sad for your loss. But you do have a family here, and as time goes on more friends, too. Hang in there girl
Beni
Beni
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Elwood on June 01, 2008, 05:25:50 PM
Post by: Elwood on June 01, 2008, 05:25:50 PM
Poor dear... I'm guessing he was ill from the fleas you mentioned? I'm sure this was the best thing for him so he could rest and no longer feel pain.
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Miss LXC 2.0 on July 18, 2009, 08:15:16 PM
Post by: Miss LXC 2.0 on July 18, 2009, 08:15:16 PM
What kind of dog was he?
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Janet_Girl on July 18, 2009, 08:26:33 PM
Post by: Janet_Girl on July 18, 2009, 08:26:33 PM
Boo Bear was a standard size American Eskimo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.akc.org%2Fimages%2Fbreeds%2Famerican_eskimo_dog%2Flg_artwork.jpg&hash=447ce8cf4f1babd676a8941b80bd44e21017a8a6)
Janet
Post Merge: July 18, 2009, 07:30:58 PM
I did find out that some Bastard was kicking him in the head for no real reason. I knew I should have taken him and left her with the cats. He would be alive today.
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Janet
Post Merge: July 18, 2009, 07:30:58 PM
I did find out that some Bastard was kicking him in the head for no real reason. I knew I should have taken him and left her with the cats. He would be alive today.
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Suzy on July 18, 2009, 08:40:56 PM
Post by: Suzy on July 18, 2009, 08:40:56 PM
So very very sorry about your loss, honey!
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Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Janet_Girl on July 18, 2009, 08:43:18 PM
Post by: Janet_Girl on July 18, 2009, 08:43:18 PM
Thanks, Hon. I still miss him very much and I cry often. But a bright side is that his brother lives next door and I do like spoiling him.
Janet
Janet
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Miss LXC 2.0 on July 18, 2009, 08:48:09 PM
Post by: Miss LXC 2.0 on July 18, 2009, 08:48:09 PM
Awwww. He looks like a polar bear for sure.
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Janet_Girl on July 18, 2009, 08:53:40 PM
Post by: Janet_Girl on July 18, 2009, 08:53:40 PM
He looked like a polar bear cub when he was a pup, hence his name.
Janet
Janet
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: bernii on July 18, 2009, 08:55:54 PM
Post by: bernii on July 18, 2009, 08:55:54 PM
My Dear Sweet Janet,
{{{ HUGS }}}
--{---@
Love
Brenda
{{{ HUGS }}}
--{---@
Love
Brenda
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: Sandy on July 18, 2009, 10:15:01 PM
Post by: Sandy on July 18, 2009, 10:15:01 PM
He is in a better place. Keep his memory alive and he will always be with you.
Title: Re: Bad Day in Joy Land
Post by: heatherrose on July 19, 2009, 05:40:42 AM
Post by: heatherrose on July 19, 2009, 05:40:42 AM
:icon_hug: