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Title: Bad for Health (Long-term)
Post by: trapthavok on October 10, 2008, 01:06:57 PM
Post by: trapthavok on October 10, 2008, 01:06:57 PM
Egh I wore my binder to sleep last night (I KNOW I KNOW) and it was a BAAAAD idea
But I got to see what the long term effects might look like if I continue wearing it. I had marks all over my chest this morning (noooo!! I want my chest in good shape for surgery) and my freakbags were PAINFUL. to the point that showering hurt this morning, they were so tender.
I also have a pain right around my sternum which hurts the MOST when I breathe in.
Obviously I'm not wearing anything but a shirt right now (not even a sports bra :( ) cause they're in so much pain I don't want to do anymore damage than I've already done. I feel horrible right now like even if my chest started feeling better, I'd still be too terrified to wear anything on it but I definitely wouldn't pass if I do that....
Chest surgery can't come fast enough.....
DON'T MAKE MY MISTAKE please be careful with your binders
But I got to see what the long term effects might look like if I continue wearing it. I had marks all over my chest this morning (noooo!! I want my chest in good shape for surgery) and my freakbags were PAINFUL. to the point that showering hurt this morning, they were so tender.
I also have a pain right around my sternum which hurts the MOST when I breathe in.
Obviously I'm not wearing anything but a shirt right now (not even a sports bra :( ) cause they're in so much pain I don't want to do anymore damage than I've already done. I feel horrible right now like even if my chest started feeling better, I'd still be too terrified to wear anything on it but I definitely wouldn't pass if I do that....
Chest surgery can't come fast enough.....
DON'T MAKE MY MISTAKE please be careful with your binders
Title: Re: Bad for Health (Long-term)
Post by: Adam on October 10, 2008, 02:00:34 PM
Post by: Adam on October 10, 2008, 02:00:34 PM
:o Why did you wear your binder to bed last night? Were you to tired to take it off? Or did you just want to see what would happen?
Title: Re: Bad for Health (Long-term)
Post by: trapthavok on October 10, 2008, 04:01:41 PM
Post by: trapthavok on October 10, 2008, 04:01:41 PM
Haha.....long story.... um. In short, I wanted to sleep (in the same bed) as my roommate. :) And no, nothing happened. But I didn't want to like... Ok well she's a girl, sees me as a guy, and I didn't want my moobs anywhere near her, there.
Posted on: October 10, 2008, 05:01:24 pm
In short, it was simply a stupid decision on my part.
Posted on: October 10, 2008, 05:01:24 pm
In short, it was simply a stupid decision on my part.
Title: Re: Bad for Health (Long-term)
Post by: Arch on October 10, 2008, 04:07:53 PM
Post by: Arch on October 10, 2008, 04:07:53 PM
Ouch. But I can see why you did it. I hope you feel better soon.
I've only bound a few times, but I'm so confounded big that it doesn't do much for me. I'm thinking that I should just table the issue until I've lost another twenty pounds or so.
Anybody know a safe and reliable way to speed up time?
I've only bound a few times, but I'm so confounded big that it doesn't do much for me. I'm thinking that I should just table the issue until I've lost another twenty pounds or so.
Anybody know a safe and reliable way to speed up time?
Title: Re: Bad for Health (Long-term)
Post by: tekla on October 10, 2008, 04:13:32 PM
Post by: tekla on October 10, 2008, 04:13:32 PM
Anybody know a safe and reliable way to speed up time?
Acid and a Pink Floyd show.
Acid and a Pink Floyd show.