Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: scarboroughfair on January 24, 2009, 08:36:50 AM Return to Full Version
Title: I thought I was unique
Post by: scarboroughfair on January 24, 2009, 08:36:50 AM
Post by: scarboroughfair on January 24, 2009, 08:36:50 AM
All the stuff I'm reading is the same as my feeling here!
Girls, I hear you and feel your pain!
It is quite lonely in the real world, hey?
I live 24/7 as myself and was constantly questioned by others of my breed as to why I would even try it.
I'll tell you why.
I don't give a god ---- what people think anymore! I have to be myself or I will die. Pick and choose pick and choose.
I wear my perfume and clothes (Not the clothes that are too girly) Everywhere!
If you saw me in public, you would know I was a wanna be. I simply don't care anymore. I get ridiculed at work to a certain degree, but it could be worse.
One thing I think that sets me different than most in my position is the way I have a handle on life.
As you can tell from my writing I am very very different than most people and have a special feel on life itself.
I've worked my tail off to get where I'm at but yet I'm far from perfection....
I'm not better than anyone nor am I more brave than anyone, just desperate with the answers that help me move forward.
When I die, I just want to be remembered as a girl. The tears fall like sheets of rain praying that I will be recognized as who I am regardless of my outershell...
Love yas, I hear you and read your posts... :'(
Girls, I hear you and feel your pain!
It is quite lonely in the real world, hey?
I live 24/7 as myself and was constantly questioned by others of my breed as to why I would even try it.
I'll tell you why.
I don't give a god ---- what people think anymore! I have to be myself or I will die. Pick and choose pick and choose.
I wear my perfume and clothes (Not the clothes that are too girly) Everywhere!
If you saw me in public, you would know I was a wanna be. I simply don't care anymore. I get ridiculed at work to a certain degree, but it could be worse.
One thing I think that sets me different than most in my position is the way I have a handle on life.
As you can tell from my writing I am very very different than most people and have a special feel on life itself.
I've worked my tail off to get where I'm at but yet I'm far from perfection....
I'm not better than anyone nor am I more brave than anyone, just desperate with the answers that help me move forward.
When I die, I just want to be remembered as a girl. The tears fall like sheets of rain praying that I will be recognized as who I am regardless of my outershell...
Love yas, I hear you and read your posts... :'(