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Title: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Kismet on August 12, 2006, 01:23:41 AM
Post by: Kismet on August 12, 2006, 01:23:41 AM
Hi.
In the year of 1988, a bright eyed baby girl was born into the world on the lovely anniversary of John Lennon's birthday. That's October the ninth. Born as a Libra through and through, the confused being grew. The little girl with big blue eyes and blonde hair always knew something was off with her however and it was only recently that she became aware that 'Hey... There's a word for how you feel. It's called Trans-sexualism.' And at once, that little girl was thrust into a widely feared and misunderstood social grouping of people as she then awakened inside to the beautiful slender boy she always was, and really, always knew she was, too.
It comes as no surprise to the average reader that the boygirl we've been lightly delving into the history of is in fact, me.
I'll be eightteen come next October. I've been out on my own since I was fourteen.
I love to dress as a boy, I very much prefer to be referred to as a male, and for all intents and purposes I consider myself one. I have an intense distaste for myself being a female, but I enjoy my female body for what it is. I'll admit - It's a nice body. It has well-shapen breasts, fine curvatures, exotic features with large eyes and a lovely slim build - But it isn't mine. I don't think at this point I ever want to change my body. As I've put it in the past, "I was born a girl, so I'm taking it like a man."
I'm not going to take hormones, and I'm not thinking seriously of going under the knife. But I'm not quite sure yet.
I'm desperately in love with a wonderfully slender and beautiful boy of yellow eyes and dark hair who loves me regardless of my body's gender and supports me in every facet. He's told me he's willing to help fund the operation if I ever choose to go through with it. Gods, I love him. He's a great guy.
I think we make a great gay couple. =P
I'm a furry, (No, I'm not a freakazoid, I just draw anthros and roleplay as them and stuff. I'm active in the furry community but not the way they are on that CSI episode.)
I work full-time at a small petshop in the downtown core of Victoria, British Columbia, Canada. I have a total thing for the Russian language and Russian accents, as well as for guys that can play the piano. I'm somewhat bi with a preference for males. I'd "do" a girl, but never would have a relationship with a female. I love animals. As a kid, I was obsessed with Jurassic Park and all sorts of other "boy's toys." (Gee, I wonder why?) No Barbies for me.
A bit of a nymphomaniac... Okay, a LOT of a nymphomaniac (My boyfriend just gave me 'the look' when I typed 'a bit.' Yes dear, I know.) Again, male sex drive.
"xds67999" he types.
Anyways, this computer is slow as all hell and I'm hungry and need to go rant about my ephemeral penis somewhere else, so...
Yes. My ephemeral penis for the win. And stuff.
In the year of 1988, a bright eyed baby girl was born into the world on the lovely anniversary of John Lennon's birthday. That's October the ninth. Born as a Libra through and through, the confused being grew. The little girl with big blue eyes and blonde hair always knew something was off with her however and it was only recently that she became aware that 'Hey... There's a word for how you feel. It's called Trans-sexualism.' And at once, that little girl was thrust into a widely feared and misunderstood social grouping of people as she then awakened inside to the beautiful slender boy she always was, and really, always knew she was, too.
It comes as no surprise to the average reader that the boygirl we've been lightly delving into the history of is in fact, me.
I'll be eightteen come next October. I've been out on my own since I was fourteen.
I love to dress as a boy, I very much prefer to be referred to as a male, and for all intents and purposes I consider myself one. I have an intense distaste for myself being a female, but I enjoy my female body for what it is. I'll admit - It's a nice body. It has well-shapen breasts, fine curvatures, exotic features with large eyes and a lovely slim build - But it isn't mine. I don't think at this point I ever want to change my body. As I've put it in the past, "I was born a girl, so I'm taking it like a man."
I'm not going to take hormones, and I'm not thinking seriously of going under the knife. But I'm not quite sure yet.
I'm desperately in love with a wonderfully slender and beautiful boy of yellow eyes and dark hair who loves me regardless of my body's gender and supports me in every facet. He's told me he's willing to help fund the operation if I ever choose to go through with it. Gods, I love him. He's a great guy.
I think we make a great gay couple. =P
I'm a furry, (No, I'm not a freakazoid, I just draw anthros and roleplay as them and stuff. I'm active in the furry community but not the way they are on that CSI episode.)
I work full-time at a small petshop in the downtown core of Victoria, British Columbia, Canada. I have a total thing for the Russian language and Russian accents, as well as for guys that can play the piano. I'm somewhat bi with a preference for males. I'd "do" a girl, but never would have a relationship with a female. I love animals. As a kid, I was obsessed with Jurassic Park and all sorts of other "boy's toys." (Gee, I wonder why?) No Barbies for me.
A bit of a nymphomaniac... Okay, a LOT of a nymphomaniac (My boyfriend just gave me 'the look' when I typed 'a bit.' Yes dear, I know.) Again, male sex drive.
"xds67999" he types.
Anyways, this computer is slow as all hell and I'm hungry and need to go rant about my ephemeral penis somewhere else, so...
Yes. My ephemeral penis for the win. And stuff.
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: tinkerbell on August 12, 2006, 01:32:04 AM
Post by: tinkerbell on August 12, 2006, 01:32:04 AM
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Welcome aboard Kismet and thank you for your introduction. Here at Susan's you will find many members in different stages of transition, and I'm sure we will all learn from the experiences we all have to share. Please feel free to explore the site, get familiar with the site rules, the chat room and the wiki.
If you have any questions regarding Susan's website, don't hesitate to ask any of us for help; enjoy your stay and remember that we are all on the same boat here regardless of our own unique experiences.
tinkerbell
Welcome aboard Kismet and thank you for your introduction. Here at Susan's you will find many members in different stages of transition, and I'm sure we will all learn from the experiences we all have to share. Please feel free to explore the site, get familiar with the site rules, the chat room and the wiki.
If you have any questions regarding Susan's website, don't hesitate to ask any of us for help; enjoy your stay and remember that we are all on the same boat here regardless of our own unique experiences.
tinkerbell
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Kismet on August 12, 2006, 01:37:27 AM
Post by: Kismet on August 12, 2006, 01:37:27 AM
I'm very happy to find a place with like-minded people.
There aren't many trans-sexuals around where I live. I still haven't "come out" to my parents.
Everyone else but!
Thanks for the welcome, and I'm sure I'll enjoy my stay here. It's been awhile since I was active in a forum environment, and it's nice to find one I can feel comfortable in.
There aren't many trans-sexuals around where I live. I still haven't "come out" to my parents.
Everyone else but!
Thanks for the welcome, and I'm sure I'll enjoy my stay here. It's been awhile since I was active in a forum environment, and it's nice to find one I can feel comfortable in.
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Dennis on August 12, 2006, 05:40:18 AM
Post by: Dennis on August 12, 2006, 05:40:18 AM
Welcome Kismet. And you'd be surprised how many transsexuals, FtM in fact, live where you live :)
I live 3 hours north of you. My therapist, psych (for assessment) and endo were all in Victoria. There is some FtM community in Victoria, apparently, but I've always travelled over to Vancouver for meetings etc, so I don't know that much about the community in Vic. There is also a Victoria based mailing list on yahoo called Vicgenderqueers and one in Vancouver that's specifically FtM called Vanguys. I have heard complaints from the few gay guys in the Vancouver community that it's mostly straight.
If you don't plan on having surgery, that's a good thing probably because MSP is a nightmare to deal with. I wound up paying for my own chest surgery and am fighting with them now about paying for a hysto.
Dennis
I live 3 hours north of you. My therapist, psych (for assessment) and endo were all in Victoria. There is some FtM community in Victoria, apparently, but I've always travelled over to Vancouver for meetings etc, so I don't know that much about the community in Vic. There is also a Victoria based mailing list on yahoo called Vicgenderqueers and one in Vancouver that's specifically FtM called Vanguys. I have heard complaints from the few gay guys in the Vancouver community that it's mostly straight.
If you don't plan on having surgery, that's a good thing probably because MSP is a nightmare to deal with. I wound up paying for my own chest surgery and am fighting with them now about paying for a hysto.
Dennis
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: HelenW on August 12, 2006, 12:43:55 PM
Post by: HelenW on August 12, 2006, 12:43:55 PM
Please let me add my Welcome, Kismet, to everything the others have already written. I'm happy you found us and hope that you come back often.
again, WELCOME!!! :)
helen
again, WELCOME!!! :)
helen
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Peggiann on August 12, 2006, 01:13:45 PM
Post by: Peggiann on August 12, 2006, 01:13:45 PM
Hello and Welcome,
Hope you find comfort here at Susan's have your Wonderful sounding boy friend share with us in the S.O. formum too.
Enjoy your stay,
Smiles,
Peggiann
Hope you find comfort here at Susan's have your Wonderful sounding boy friend share with us in the S.O. formum too.
Enjoy your stay,
Smiles,
Peggiann
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Shannon on August 12, 2006, 05:38:51 PM
Post by: Shannon on August 12, 2006, 05:38:51 PM
Hello Kismet,
Welcome to Susan's. I am sure you will be making many new friends here. Be sure to check out the Reference Library and the WIKI. Lots of good info there. I hope you enjoy your stay here. Take care and I look forward to reading more of your posts. Again Welcome! :angel:
Hugs,
Shannon
Welcome to Susan's. I am sure you will be making many new friends here. Be sure to check out the Reference Library and the WIKI. Lots of good info there. I hope you enjoy your stay here. Take care and I look forward to reading more of your posts. Again Welcome! :angel:
Hugs,
Shannon
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Jillieann Rose on August 12, 2006, 07:58:09 PM
Post by: Jillieann Rose on August 12, 2006, 07:58:09 PM
Hi Kismet,
Glad to meet you.
:)
Jillieann
Glad to meet you.
:)
Jillieann
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Nero on August 12, 2006, 09:32:55 PM
Post by: Nero on August 12, 2006, 09:32:55 PM
Hello Kismet.
Great intro. I'm FTM as well.
You speak Russian, eh? Being of Russian stock, it's a pity I don't, my father does though.
Welcome and pleased to meet you. <shakes hand>
I look forward to hearing more.
Nero
Great intro. I'm FTM as well.
You speak Russian, eh? Being of Russian stock, it's a pity I don't, my father does though.
Welcome and pleased to meet you. <shakes hand>
I look forward to hearing more.
Nero
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Luc on August 12, 2006, 10:26:24 PM
Post by: Luc on August 12, 2006, 10:26:24 PM
Welcome, Kismet... I'm an FtM, too, who has not undergone T therapy or SRS. While I might eventually opt for T, if I can afford it and it won't adversely affect my health, I don't intend to undergo SRS at any point in the future... I can deal with using the many things there are for us TSs to pass nowadays, like binders and other... attachments... and I have a low voice and naturally growing facial hair, so I pass pretty well, anyway. If you ever need any advice or anything, I'm here for you.
Rafe
Rafe
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Kismet on August 13, 2006, 12:21:11 AM
Post by: Kismet on August 13, 2006, 12:21:11 AM
Quote from: Nero on August 12, 2006, 09:32:55 PM
Hello Kismet.
Great intro. I'm FTM as well.
You speak Russian, eh? Being of Russian stock, it's a pity I don't, my father does though.
Welcome and pleased to meet you. <shakes hand>
I look forward to hearing more.
Nero
No, I have a thing for Russian and Russian accents... I don't speak it, though I wish I did. I speak Japanese, Norwegian, and French in addition to English, though.
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Nero on August 13, 2006, 12:51:19 AM
Post by: Nero on August 13, 2006, 12:51:19 AM
Quote from: Kismet on August 13, 2006, 12:21:11 AMRussian accents - yeah, I like that too.Quote from: Nero on August 12, 2006, 09:32:55 PM
Hello Kismet.
Great intro. I'm FTM as well.
You speak Russian, eh? Being of Russian stock, it's a pity I don't, my father does though.
Welcome and pleased to meet you. <shakes hand>
I look forward to hearing more.
Nero
No, I have a thing for Russian and Russian accents... I don't speak it, though I wish I did. I speak Japanese, Norwegian, and French in addition to English, though.
Nero
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Buffy on August 13, 2006, 01:08:26 AM
Post by: Buffy on August 13, 2006, 01:08:26 AM
Welcome Kismet,
It is good to see you on the forums.
Whatever you do decide in your life, however far you wish to go, you have many friends and people who can help you here. Lots of information and help as well as lots of experience.
Unfortunately I have gone the other way, so mine are not to relevant... but like all the guys here I deeply admire your convictions and wish you happiness..
I don't speak Russian, but English I am good at, French is OK, Thai is passable and my Arabic improving daily.... Inschalla
Shukran
Buffy
It is good to see you on the forums.
Whatever you do decide in your life, however far you wish to go, you have many friends and people who can help you here. Lots of information and help as well as lots of experience.
Unfortunately I have gone the other way, so mine are not to relevant... but like all the guys here I deeply admire your convictions and wish you happiness..
I don't speak Russian, but English I am good at, French is OK, Thai is passable and my Arabic improving daily.... Inschalla
Shukran
Buffy
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Dennis on August 13, 2006, 04:14:21 PM
Post by: Dennis on August 13, 2006, 04:14:21 PM
Kismet, let me know if you want info on a Victoria FtM group. Just had a notice in my mailbox about a get together.
Dennis
Dennis
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: mefree on August 13, 2006, 08:54:44 PM
Post by: mefree on August 13, 2006, 08:54:44 PM
Sorry about being so tardy, Kismet, I am sorry about that, but welcome and I hope to see you around here in the future. Canada alas, J'adore la ville de quebec. Sorry I forget the combination of keys for acccents, but alas Canada is one place I want to return to someday.
See you around,
Pauline
See you around,
Pauline
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: nonie on August 21, 2006, 01:11:10 PM
Post by: nonie on August 21, 2006, 01:11:10 PM
Hey, Kismet, I just joined up... I wanted to say that it's really cool that you have such a supportive guy. I'm also a boy born with girl parts... It's cool to see there's someone out there with what seems to be a very similar view on it all. And I love your quote.
Title: Re: Fate's Little Boy-Child
Post by: Mario on August 21, 2006, 03:55:50 PM
Post by: Mario on August 21, 2006, 03:55:50 PM
Kismet,
Not sure as to why my welcome is so tardy! Sorry and welcome here. There are a few other Canadians floating around here other than Dennis.
Marco
Not sure as to why my welcome is so tardy! Sorry and welcome here. There are a few other Canadians floating around here other than Dennis.
Marco