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Title: My story.
Post by: Crazy Amber on June 18, 2009, 12:56:21 PM
Post by: Crazy Amber on June 18, 2009, 12:56:21 PM
Ok before I get started I just want to say a few things.
I joined this community two weeks ago today, I started a new topic entitled "Hi everyone I'm new, having some troubles" or something of that nature.
I came to find that this community of friends and family is actually really friendly, not to mention open minded... Further more I would like to thank all who have welcomed me here already. You all are life savers and dream makers. Stay that way. ;)
--------------------------3 Months ago------------------------
*He's laying on his bed pondering the world as he stares at the ceiling*
Him: Why don't I feel like myself, why can't I get a grip on who I am... I mean I think I got it and then... I loose it *sighs* well maybe I could talk to my friends about it... of course all my friends are girls for the most part... why do I have so many girl friends? Hmm.... I wonder what it would be like to be a girl for just a day, I bet my mom would take me shopping and I could look at all the awesome girl clothes and talk about fashion and get tips on how to look good...*sighs again* well I'm bored now so I'm gonna go play Call of Duty 4... *rolls off the bed and goes to his computer*
------------------------2 Months Ago---------------------------
*He looks in the mirror*
Him: *In his mind*...who the hell are you!? Your not me why do you look like this, this isn't you what's going on!?...
------------------------1 Month Ago----------------------------
*Sitting in a chair getting his make-up done for the talent show*
Shawn: So is this... more because you want to or what?
Him: No it's more to win a hundred dollars *laughs*
Shawn: Alright well... lets get the wig on you and lets get you dressed and see what you look like.
Him: *In his mind* oh my god... this isn't going to look pretty I just look like a guy with make-up on... I guess I should get my wig on now.... *He walks over to the counter and picks up the wig and goes into the bathroom where his clothes are, he changes into some high heel boots, a mini skirt a bra and a tank top and steps outside the bathroom door*
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*silence*
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Everyone at once: *GASP*
Ariel: OH MY GOD! your boyfriend makes a gorgeous woman, maybe like an Italian or Greek woman, oh my god he's amazing!...
Everyone chattering at once: * incoherent noises *
Him: *In his mind* Do I really look that good..? *Runs into the bathroom and looks in the mirror* O-Oh my god....
*Suddenly a rush of thoughts burst into his mind like a door had just been opened full of a crowd of people waiting outside it* sajhdjsahduiwaeiw waiueaiskdjsakudiwue awieuawiadskajsd 9iwueiasdjkajdiwauijdsakj *one thought like a brick hits him* kashdjkashdamsndkawiduawiudaiwhdjashdauyhsdawhhadsauid
hsagdhsagd thats what it is I was suppose to be a girl! sajdhsjahdkjsahdkjsahdkjshadkj *he blushes and smiles widely at himself in the mirror*
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It all slid into place after that... I wasn't looking at myself in the mirror asking my image "Who are you?" I was Amber now, and I had a ton of questions and still do... so thats my story and I hope you enjoyed it.
I joined this community two weeks ago today, I started a new topic entitled "Hi everyone I'm new, having some troubles" or something of that nature.
I came to find that this community of friends and family is actually really friendly, not to mention open minded... Further more I would like to thank all who have welcomed me here already. You all are life savers and dream makers. Stay that way. ;)
--------------------------3 Months ago------------------------
*He's laying on his bed pondering the world as he stares at the ceiling*
Him: Why don't I feel like myself, why can't I get a grip on who I am... I mean I think I got it and then... I loose it *sighs* well maybe I could talk to my friends about it... of course all my friends are girls for the most part... why do I have so many girl friends? Hmm.... I wonder what it would be like to be a girl for just a day, I bet my mom would take me shopping and I could look at all the awesome girl clothes and talk about fashion and get tips on how to look good...*sighs again* well I'm bored now so I'm gonna go play Call of Duty 4... *rolls off the bed and goes to his computer*
------------------------2 Months Ago---------------------------
*He looks in the mirror*
Him: *In his mind*...who the hell are you!? Your not me why do you look like this, this isn't you what's going on!?...
------------------------1 Month Ago----------------------------
*Sitting in a chair getting his make-up done for the talent show*
Shawn: So is this... more because you want to or what?
Him: No it's more to win a hundred dollars *laughs*
Shawn: Alright well... lets get the wig on you and lets get you dressed and see what you look like.
Him: *In his mind* oh my god... this isn't going to look pretty I just look like a guy with make-up on... I guess I should get my wig on now.... *He walks over to the counter and picks up the wig and goes into the bathroom where his clothes are, he changes into some high heel boots, a mini skirt a bra and a tank top and steps outside the bathroom door*
...
...
...
*silence*
...
...
...
Everyone at once: *GASP*
Ariel: OH MY GOD! your boyfriend makes a gorgeous woman, maybe like an Italian or Greek woman, oh my god he's amazing!...
Everyone chattering at once: * incoherent noises *
Him: *In his mind* Do I really look that good..? *Runs into the bathroom and looks in the mirror* O-Oh my god....
*Suddenly a rush of thoughts burst into his mind like a door had just been opened full of a crowd of people waiting outside it* sajhdjsahduiwaeiw waiueaiskdjsakudiwue awieuawiadskajsd 9iwueiasdjkajdiwauijdsakj *one thought like a brick hits him* kashdjkashdamsndkawiduawiudaiwhdjashdauyhsdawhhadsauid
hsagdhsagd thats what it is I was suppose to be a girl! sajdhsjahdkjsahdkjsahdkjshadkj *he blushes and smiles widely at himself in the mirror*
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It all slid into place after that... I wasn't looking at myself in the mirror asking my image "Who are you?" I was Amber now, and I had a ton of questions and still do... so thats my story and I hope you enjoyed it.
Title: Re: My story.
Post by: Sandy on June 18, 2009, 06:31:19 PM
Post by: Sandy on June 18, 2009, 06:31:19 PM
Good start.
How does the story end? :D
Also you said you have a ton of questions. Ask away!
-Sandy
How does the story end? :D
Also you said you have a ton of questions. Ask away!
-Sandy
Title: Re: My story.
Post by: Janet_Girl on June 18, 2009, 07:58:11 PM
Post by: Janet_Girl on June 18, 2009, 07:58:11 PM
Welcome to the wonderful world of womanhood. And you are in the right place. Ask away, Hon. Ask away.
Janet
Janet
Title: Re: My story.
Post by: avmorgan on June 19, 2009, 01:41:55 AM
Post by: avmorgan on June 19, 2009, 01:41:55 AM
Ask all the questions you want, all the questions you can, and don't let them corner you! It takes a lot of questions to come up with the right answer for "Who are you?" No one can tell you. You have to figure it out for yourself. Honestly, not even you will be satisfied with the answer you come up with until you are sure you've asked all the right questions.
I'll give you a hint, though. The right answer is the one you can live with, even if it costs you everything else.
I'll give you a hint, though. The right answer is the one you can live with, even if it costs you everything else.
Title: Re: My story.
Post by: Cindy on June 19, 2009, 03:36:41 AM
Post by: Cindy on June 19, 2009, 03:36:41 AM
Hi Amber
I still remember the first time someone said to me. "Oh, I thought you were a girl" I was 13, dressed in jeans and a T-shirt. I did have long hair and looked pretty. I loved it :-*
Cindy
I still remember the first time someone said to me. "Oh, I thought you were a girl" I was 13, dressed in jeans and a T-shirt. I did have long hair and looked pretty. I loved it :-*
Cindy
Title: Re: My story.
Post by: K8 on June 19, 2009, 08:57:49 AM
Post by: K8 on June 19, 2009, 08:57:49 AM
Welcome again, Amber. It sounds like you know where you want to go. We're here to help you get there if you want our help. ;)
You're lucky. No one ever told me I looked like a girl; they only told me I acted like a girl. :(
*hugs*
Kate
You're lucky. No one ever told me I looked like a girl; they only told me I acted like a girl. :(
*hugs*
Kate