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Title: I'm back
Post by: Anima on May 29, 2010, 06:02:30 PM
Post by: Anima on May 29, 2010, 06:02:30 PM
Not sure if anyone remember me, I quit the forum and deleted my account a while back, can't remember when, this winter sometime I think. Because I was so confused about everything and hurt.
But I feel more in harmony now, not questions about if I am this and that anymore, but I just accept myself for what I am. I just allow myself to be filled with feminine energy and that makes me calm, instead of all the theater play. I changed my name to a unisex name, using a doctor prescribed antiandrogen for hair loss, and take 5 times more to try to get more of the side-effects, such as lack of facial or male body hair growth, breast growth etc. And I do my best with cosmetics, and things like shaping the eyebrows. And for once I feel nearly ok by looking in the mirror, since I look far from a manly man. Going to get therapy soon, and feel quite sure that I'll get the GID diagnosis, but I think I will be considered to have been too mentally unstable in the past to get a full transsexual diagnosis (and thereby given rights as one), so not sure if I will even try that. Wish I had some more hormones though, I read a advice about menopause medicine to add estrogen, but I'm unsure if my doctor would prescribe that. But anyway, I'm just here to read tips about makeup etc. and I'm changing gradually to a person I enjoy being more then anything I've felt before.
But I feel more in harmony now, not questions about if I am this and that anymore, but I just accept myself for what I am. I just allow myself to be filled with feminine energy and that makes me calm, instead of all the theater play. I changed my name to a unisex name, using a doctor prescribed antiandrogen for hair loss, and take 5 times more to try to get more of the side-effects, such as lack of facial or male body hair growth, breast growth etc. And I do my best with cosmetics, and things like shaping the eyebrows. And for once I feel nearly ok by looking in the mirror, since I look far from a manly man. Going to get therapy soon, and feel quite sure that I'll get the GID diagnosis, but I think I will be considered to have been too mentally unstable in the past to get a full transsexual diagnosis (and thereby given rights as one), so not sure if I will even try that. Wish I had some more hormones though, I read a advice about menopause medicine to add estrogen, but I'm unsure if my doctor would prescribe that. But anyway, I'm just here to read tips about makeup etc. and I'm changing gradually to a person I enjoy being more then anything I've felt before.
Title: Re: I'm back
Post by: Janet_Girl on May 29, 2010, 06:18:03 PM
Post by: Janet_Girl on May 29, 2010, 06:18:03 PM
Hi Anima, :icon_wave:
Welcome back to our little family. Over 4800 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion.
Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams. Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.
But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister. :icon_hug:
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Hugs and Love,
Janet
Welcome back to our little family. Over 4800 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion.
Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams. Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.
But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister. :icon_hug:
And be sure to review these links ( MUST READS )
- Site Terms of Service and rules to live by (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html)
- Standard Terms and Definitions (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,54369.0.html)
- Post Ranks ( including when you can upload an avatar) (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,114.0.html.)
Hugs and Love,
Janet
Title: Re: I'm back
Post by: confused on May 29, 2010, 06:21:13 PM
Post by: confused on May 29, 2010, 06:21:13 PM
welcome back =D
i probably came here after you left , and i can totally relate to the confusion you are talking about but aside from transitioning ,hanging out here is awesome since you get to be among people who have a lot in common with you regardless you decided to or able to transition or not , get to help others and get help , so ..welcome :D
i probably came here after you left , and i can totally relate to the confusion you are talking about but aside from transitioning ,hanging out here is awesome since you get to be among people who have a lot in common with you regardless you decided to or able to transition or not , get to help others and get help , so ..welcome :D
Title: Re: I'm back
Post by: Hermione01 on May 29, 2010, 11:36:33 PM
Post by: Hermione01 on May 29, 2010, 11:36:33 PM
Hi and welcome Anima :)