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Title: My latest intelligent (or so I thought) thought
Post by: iris1469 on October 12, 2010, 06:54:08 PM
Post by: iris1469 on October 12, 2010, 06:54:08 PM
I am realizing that I have had some pretty decent results from my HRT reginem. However, I know for a fact that my body is about to explode. Meaning that I am going to really be changing more so than up to now. And what I realized is that my brain is MUST stay caught up with my body.
My experience (now your in fer it) has been to look at HRT as a second puberty. ANd that really makes a lot of sense. But I realize that the cute and loveable little things I have been doing up till now has been just that, cute and loveable. But as my body becomes more and more womanly, i HAVE to act more responisible, and always maintain my composure. And well, it makes me nervous.
Also, you know, before my HRT I almost committed suicide, the last time I felt awefiul and really HATED everything about me, especially me. And I happen to see a movie called, "A Girl Like ME" and that story touched me so deeply that I decided to give it one more shot in Gwen Araujo honor. I never thought that I would EVER even come close to where I am now, today. And I am just trying to make certain that I become the best me that I can become. thats all. And by the way, I love you all, my family!!! Wow just typing that, tears well up in my eyes and a profound sense of love fills my heart. Thank you family!!!
My experience (now your in fer it) has been to look at HRT as a second puberty. ANd that really makes a lot of sense. But I realize that the cute and loveable little things I have been doing up till now has been just that, cute and loveable. But as my body becomes more and more womanly, i HAVE to act more responisible, and always maintain my composure. And well, it makes me nervous.
Also, you know, before my HRT I almost committed suicide, the last time I felt awefiul and really HATED everything about me, especially me. And I happen to see a movie called, "A Girl Like ME" and that story touched me so deeply that I decided to give it one more shot in Gwen Araujo honor. I never thought that I would EVER even come close to where I am now, today. And I am just trying to make certain that I become the best me that I can become. thats all. And by the way, I love you all, my family!!! Wow just typing that, tears well up in my eyes and a profound sense of love fills my heart. Thank you family!!!
Title: Re: My latest intelligent (or so I thought) thought
Post by: Divine on October 19, 2010, 02:08:27 AM
Post by: Divine on October 19, 2010, 02:08:27 AM
I am surprised no one has replied to this yet..I am very new here and have not had the pleasure of meeting you but I deffinitely get the sence of family here..You seem to be a very caring and lovely person and you are obviously very beautiful inside as well as out..Don't forget it ;)
Title: Re: My latest intelligent (or so I thought) thought
Post by: spacial on October 19, 2010, 05:35:07 AM
Post by: spacial on October 19, 2010, 05:35:07 AM
Kitty is quite a prolific wirter. A lot of us read everything she writes and respond as seems necessary.
Kitty know we love her dearly and she is very special.
Kitty know we love her dearly and she is very special.
Title: Re: My latest intelligent (or so I thought) thought
Post by: justmeinoz on October 19, 2010, 06:49:02 AM
Post by: justmeinoz on October 19, 2010, 06:49:02 AM
You are doing fine. Just keep on going in the same direction and I think you will be the woman you have always known you would be.
I am looking forward to the experience of being a teenager all over again soon myself.
Hugs, Sandra.
I am looking forward to the experience of being a teenager all over again soon myself.
Hugs, Sandra.
Title: Re: My latest intelligent (or so I thought) thought
Post by: iris1469 on November 03, 2010, 08:37:36 PM
Post by: iris1469 on November 03, 2010, 08:37:36 PM
You are all so very encouraging! I really appreciate all of you and all of your comments