Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: sarahm on November 18, 2010, 05:22:05 PM Return to Full Version
Title: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: sarahm on November 18, 2010, 05:22:05 PM
Post by: sarahm on November 18, 2010, 05:22:05 PM
Ok, so.
I am working to get the funds for my SRS, I have friends who have raised funds for me, and I am getting about $5,600 of my Super funds back to pay for my surgery.
I now have my letter saying that I am recommended to have surgery.
Some of you may think, Oh you'd be so excited. Well, actually. I'm not excited, because in my mind, it is NOT going to happen, until I have woken up in the hospital, without that foul thing between my legs.
To make matters worse, I have a case of dermatitis on it, and other parts of my body which I now have to rub creams into it! Grrrrrrr!!! Salt in my wounds!
But I am prepared to rub ->-bleeped-<- into that thing if it means I can wake up, with a vagina, like I have been wishing, and dreaming to happen, all my life!
I am working to get the funds for my SRS, I have friends who have raised funds for me, and I am getting about $5,600 of my Super funds back to pay for my surgery.
I now have my letter saying that I am recommended to have surgery.
Some of you may think, Oh you'd be so excited. Well, actually. I'm not excited, because in my mind, it is NOT going to happen, until I have woken up in the hospital, without that foul thing between my legs.
To make matters worse, I have a case of dermatitis on it, and other parts of my body which I now have to rub creams into it! Grrrrrrr!!! Salt in my wounds!
But I am prepared to rub ->-bleeped-<- into that thing if it means I can wake up, with a vagina, like I have been wishing, and dreaming to happen, all my life!
Title: Re: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: Aidan_ on November 18, 2010, 05:23:51 PM
Post by: Aidan_ on November 18, 2010, 05:23:51 PM
I don't know how much SRS costs where you're going, but I wish you well. Sorry I haven't much constructive to say >:
Title: Re: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: Janet_Girl on November 18, 2010, 05:38:22 PM
Post by: Janet_Girl on November 18, 2010, 05:38:22 PM
I totally understand your view.
I sort of have the same view, but in the back of my mind I know it will happen and when.
Go Class of 2011!
QuoteSome of you may think, Oh you'd be so excited. Well, actually. I'm not excited, because in my mind, it is NOT going to happen, until I have woken up in the hospital, without that foul thing between my legs.
I sort of have the same view, but in the back of my mind I know it will happen and when.
Go Class of 2011!
Title: Re: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: Kaelleria on November 18, 2010, 06:06:53 PM
Post by: Kaelleria on November 18, 2010, 06:06:53 PM
I know the feeling... I just want to wake up and it be next September. Can you invent a time machine for me?
Title: Re: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: V M on November 18, 2010, 07:00:34 PM
Post by: V M on November 18, 2010, 07:00:34 PM
Sounds like your nearly there Sarah... Your day is not all too far away ;)
*HUGS*
*HUGS*
Title: Re: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: K8 on November 18, 2010, 07:10:08 PM
Post by: K8 on November 18, 2010, 07:10:08 PM
I know what you mean, Sarah. I was pretty sure something would happen to prevent my surgery - it was just too good to be true. Then I woke up and I knew I would never again have to pretend to a man. :eusa_dance:
You'll get there. Dreams can come true. :icon_chick:
- Kate
You'll get there. Dreams can come true. :icon_chick:
- Kate
Title: Re: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: Elsa on November 18, 2010, 07:32:25 PM
Post by: Elsa on November 18, 2010, 07:32:25 PM
SRS can be very expensive and I am really happy for you that you're nearly there :laugh: ... wish you the best of luck!!! :icon_joy:
Title: Re: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: ameliat on November 18, 2010, 07:40:12 PM
Post by: ameliat on November 18, 2010, 07:40:12 PM
Sarah,
You are blessed to have such good friends! And wow, it is neat to hear! Well I know I would be thinking the same thing on it will never get here. I have waited 50 years and it is still not here yet. Maybe next summer...if I can get the funds together.
A big hug,
Amelia
You are blessed to have such good friends! And wow, it is neat to hear! Well I know I would be thinking the same thing on it will never get here. I have waited 50 years and it is still not here yet. Maybe next summer...if I can get the funds together.
A big hug,
Amelia
Title: Re: Letter, Funds, then CHOP!
Post by: Debra on November 19, 2010, 09:05:19 AM
Post by: Debra on November 19, 2010, 09:05:19 AM
Quote from: Janet Lynn on November 18, 2010, 05:38:22 PM
Go Class of 2011!
Yay =)