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Title: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Espenoah on December 12, 2010, 04:57:33 PM
Post by: Espenoah on December 12, 2010, 04:57:33 PM
I've noticed something strange happening as I get closer to obtaining T (I'm having a consult in January). I keep having sensations of being on hormones when I'm not. My skin is getting more man-like (which isn't in my head, it's been commented on), my smile is turning into a maleish lopsided grin, I'm walking more like a man, my voice is naturally progressing lower, my sex drive has skyrocketed, and I swear that the hair on my legs has suddenly gotten thicker. I realize that most of this is probably in my head, but it's pretty cool. XD
Anyway, has anyone else here had the same thing happen to them?
Anyway, has anyone else here had the same thing happen to them?
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Mark on December 12, 2010, 05:01:01 PM
Post by: Mark on December 12, 2010, 05:01:01 PM
never personally had that happen to me but sounds pretty cool. =]
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Lee on December 12, 2010, 05:03:31 PM
Post by: Lee on December 12, 2010, 05:03:31 PM
Have your diet and exercise remained the same?
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Espenoah on December 12, 2010, 05:06:45 PM
Post by: Espenoah on December 12, 2010, 05:06:45 PM
It's basically the same. I've been drinking a lot more water and a lot less soda though...
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Robert F. on December 12, 2010, 05:22:49 PM
Post by: Robert F. on December 12, 2010, 05:22:49 PM
Interesting. Maybe it's a psychological thing? Like, you start wanting to be on T so badly, or you're imagining being on T so much, that you're actually producing more T.
I've been exercising a lot more, in an attempt to raise my T level, and so far, I think it's working. You can actually see my stomach hairs now, they're dark brown, and my little trail is coming along nicely. Not to mention I just feel better in general. So, if you haven't been exercising on a regular basis, I definitely suggest it.
I've been exercising a lot more, in an attempt to raise my T level, and so far, I think it's working. You can actually see my stomach hairs now, they're dark brown, and my little trail is coming along nicely. Not to mention I just feel better in general. So, if you haven't been exercising on a regular basis, I definitely suggest it.
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Espenoah on December 12, 2010, 05:27:51 PM
Post by: Espenoah on December 12, 2010, 05:27:51 PM
That's really great! It motivates me more to exercise... I've already got a pretty dark treasure trail that I'm proud of, but more dark hair is never a bad thing. I'm slowly easing myself into better eating habits and exercise programs, but I'm having trouble finding workouts that entertain me enough to stick to...But maybe if I think about having more T, it'll motivate me more...
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Devyn on December 13, 2010, 05:13:43 AM
Post by: Devyn on December 13, 2010, 05:13:43 AM
You know, I thought I was the only one. XD That's happened to me before when I have been in a state of "I need testosterone NOW", basically where I imagine it's there when it's really not. Though during those times, my skin gets more guy-like, and same as you, has been commented on. I get all of those things.
Lol. Maybe I'm just really impatient?
Lol. Maybe I'm just really impatient?
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Nikolai_S on December 13, 2010, 02:57:35 PM
Post by: Nikolai_S on December 13, 2010, 02:57:35 PM
I noticed that with me, too. Really, between first coming out and getting this close to having testosterone, I'm noticeably more masculine in mannerisms, voice, and physical appearance. I have video proof. And once I figure out how to edit it, I'll post it here, because I think people will find it interesting.
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Espenoah on December 13, 2010, 03:14:44 PM
Post by: Espenoah on December 13, 2010, 03:14:44 PM
That would be really cool to see...Maybe it's not all in my head like I thought it was then.
Glad I'm not crazy alone. XD
Glad I'm not crazy alone. XD
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: ilanthefirst on December 13, 2010, 09:21:27 PM
Post by: ilanthefirst on December 13, 2010, 09:21:27 PM
Hahaha, I thought I was going insane! I started exercising regularly soon after I started identifying as transmasculine (previously had identified as genderqueer) and noticed similar changes, like hair filling in on the back of my calves and a definite drop in voice (accompanied by the appearance of a visible Adam's apple). I assumed that the exercise was increasing my natural T level, but I wonder if any of it could be psychological, not in the sense that it's all imagined (which I admit is certainly likely) but, rather, that there might be a feedback mechanism in action. . .
Title: Re: A Strange Phenomenon
Post by: Nikolai_S on December 13, 2010, 09:55:37 PM
Post by: Nikolai_S on December 13, 2010, 09:55:37 PM
I've got the video up now on the ftm board... maybe some of it is mental, but you can confirm for me if there's as big a difference as I think there is. Interesting how many people this happens to... I wonder what the cause could be?