I feel like I am breaking up with myself.
I cannot explain the pain that I have been feeling. Its like torture....
I know no one can fix it, Im seeing a therapist, but its my mind and my body.
If I am not happy, I will not be happy till either I accept whatever it is, or change it.
Jillian I feel for your pain right now, I suggest you go to the chat (https://www.susans.org/chat/index.html) and talk to them. They're all amazing and they can talk to you.