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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 16, 2011, 10:27:44 AM

Title: ok, i get it
Post by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 16, 2011, 10:27:44 AM
i made a mistake by coming back here, thats ok.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Janet_Girl on September 16, 2011, 11:24:22 AM
Why do you say that?
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 09:59:02 AM
because no one talks to me. Or maybe cuz im weird, who knows. Right now i am feeling emotionally wounded. I heard what i thought was a good friend talking to one of her friends about me. wow, its amazing how people talk about others. ALL this from a friend, or someone i thought was a friend...rather depressing really.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Rachael on September 17, 2011, 11:52:25 AM
Don't feel bad no one talks to me either. Kinda clickish in here.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Rabbit on September 17, 2011, 12:02:28 PM
People just respond to threads that interest them... for whatever reason...

It is the way of the internet....
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 12:06:31 PM
Quote from: Rachael on September 17, 2011, 11:52:25 AM
Don't feel bad no one talks to me either. Kinda clickish in here.

ill talk to you Rachael. How are you today? I am,,,,,,,,,sad. I just fed my bunnies and they are happy, so i feel better too. I have special bunnies but one kinda stands out from the rest, she likes to lick my face! What a real treat that is! I feel a little better just thinking of all the priceless buny kisses i have gotten from her. Her name is Penelope. Do you have any pets?
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: azSam on September 17, 2011, 12:44:42 PM
Quote from: Rabbit on September 17, 2011, 12:02:28 PM
People just respond to threads that interest them... for whatever reason...

It is the way of the internet....

It's true.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Cen on September 17, 2011, 01:04:53 PM
I'm usually down to talk.

That sucks with your "friend."  People can be really two-faced sometimes, and it makes it harder to trust those who deserve it.

Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Jen-Jen on September 17, 2011, 02:47:50 PM
I'm down to be your friend. I'm sorry you feel that way, I'm new here, I hope its not all clickish, but I do agree people only respond to threads that interests them.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Rachael on September 17, 2011, 03:00:36 PM
No pets I wish i did though i reallly want a puppy really bad. I keep trying to talk my landlord into letting me pay extra deposit so I can get one. I have a friend who has a bunny too they are really cute.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 03:05:12 PM
its like 1pm, i guess I should prob ably get out of bed! lol
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: LivingInGrey on September 17, 2011, 03:07:43 PM
Yeah, I kinda don't mean to 'not chat' with people but the basic idea of a forums (thinking back to the BBS days) was for people to post ideas and have them responded to (sometimes it took a while to get a response depending on the activity of the BBS system).

When I come to a place like susans.org I don't expect to have real time conversations with people. I post on what I feel like posting on, and I create a thread if I feel I have something to talk about. One of the things I find myself doing from time to time is looking at the number of 'views' and 'replies' my threads get to see if what I posted was at least getting read by other people... and then when I see it's been read like 20 times in 48 hours with no replies it's like :(

Maybe from time to time I'll join in on the IRC channel if I feel like I want some kind of instant gratification on a conversation but most of the time I'm just happy to get responses from people I send a private message to.

Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Princess of Hearts on September 17, 2011, 04:41:03 PM
I've been here almost 3 years and I have yet to go into Chat.   I don't like talking in real time.    I used to be what is called an 'Attention Whore' but I am over it now.   I take a Zen approach to forums.  I post what I like and I do what I like, if people don't care for my posts or me then that is fine.  When you start chasing after the 'popular' members and crying 'why does nobody want to speak to me?'   You have sold your soul, let the people who like you like you and the people who don't like you dislike you.



Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 06:23:35 PM
Quote from: Princess of Hearts on September 17, 2011, 04:41:03 PM
  When you start chasing after the 'popular' members and crying 'why does nobody want to speak to me?'   You have sold your soul, let the people who like you like you and the people who don't like you dislike you.
yeah i agree that when people are chasing the popular people (whoever they may be) and no one talks to them, well, life is what you make it. However, there are others reasons that people want to talk. I was lonely when i started this post. Thats all,,,
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: rensie on September 17, 2011, 06:42:37 PM
My advise is to be friendly to everyone and don't expect too much back. That way your feelings won't get hurt.
But it looks like you made a few friends today between this and the other topic you started. Right ? So thats a good start for you.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Stephe on September 17, 2011, 06:48:40 PM
Another thing is a LOT of people are too shy to respond to any post. I have friends who say they read a lot of different forums but have never wrote anything. I've started several topics I thought would be of interest and zero response, it's just how it is, don't take it personally :)
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: SiobhanB on September 17, 2011, 08:16:25 PM
I what to post a lot more than I do, but I never know what to say.  A lot of times people are either asking advice that I don't feel qualified to respond to or asking for general support that I want to respond to but don't know how to help.

I hope it's not clicky, although I have noticed my own posts don't get responded to that much.

Siobhan.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Lily on September 17, 2011, 09:10:17 PM
Quote from: SiobhanB on September 17, 2011, 08:16:25 PM
I what to post a lot more than I do, but I never know what to say.  A lot of times people are either asking advice that I don't feel qualified to respond to or asking for general support that I want to respond to but don't know how to help.

I hope it's not clicky, although I have noticed my own posts don't get responded to that much.

Siobhan.

I feel this way too. It's a lack of confidence on my part, I'm naturally shy and so I tend to only speak when I am sure of what I'm saying. There are a lot of threads where I feel a need to help but I just don't feel qualified to do so because I've never been through that particular situation.

Everyone here is nice though. :) And also I made an awesome friend here!!! (you knooooow who you are ^_^ )
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Mia on September 18, 2011, 10:41:21 AM
Quote from: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 09:59:02 AM
because no one talks to me. Or maybe cuz im weird, who knows. Right now i am feeling emotionally wounded. I heard what i thought was a good friend talking to one of her friends about me. wow, its amazing how people talk about others. ALL this from a friend, or someone i thought was a friend...rather depressing really.

yes, amazing...  and really hurtful at the same time.
I woke up this morning to find a long facebook conversation about me that was almost exclusively really hurtful, bad and stupid jokes.  :'(
I thought these acquaintances accepted and respected me as a woman, but I guess not. It has all been deleted by now and the guy who started it has apologized several times, still, I wish I had never read all that.
Kinda makes me wonder what all my work colleagues who are nice to my face really thing and say behind my back.  :(

Sometimes people just suck...
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: spacial on September 18, 2011, 10:47:39 AM
The thing about Susan's and what makes it so good is that, people listen. They may not say much but you can be pretty sure they read what you've written.

If you need proof, just look at the figure for Read in the menu.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Jenny_B_Good on September 20, 2011, 09:04:37 PM
Quote from: Nikki_Mercedes on September 17, 2011, 12:06:31 PM
Do you have any pets?

My little girl, Sophie, is about 7 years old now. She is a Maltese / Pomeranian. Actually she's a little ->-bleeped-<-. Constantly wanting me that throw her squeaky ball. And I mean constantly. But every morning I wake up and there she is lying in our bed. Dead to the world.

Pets have a great calming and positive effect on our lives. It's also good to have someone else to care about to. I know sometimes we don't care about ourselves, but our pets help us through.

I find it fascinating that rabbits do two kinds of poos. One they eat again to aid digestion, and the other is general waste.
  What type of bunnies do you have? Dwarf , Floppies ?

Jenny

PS.. I've uploaded her picture as my avatar.  Enjoy
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: jainie marlena on September 21, 2011, 12:45:08 AM
I was almost feeling the same thing until I read all these post. I'm glad you started this thread. Thank y'all for running off those ghost in my head. Kind of funny I realized that I do the same thing. I will read a post but if I'm not where they are I can't help much either. But if I'm familiar with what is happening I do say something. Kind of like this post. By the way I need a friend too.
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: Cindy on September 21, 2011, 04:14:46 AM
Hey girls and guys,

You have join in and respond to stuff. The more you respond the more confidence you get to talk to others and to post more stuff. Sometimes people post stuff that isn't of interest, or they post in a way were it is difficult to respond. 'Why don't people talk to me?'' Is a difficult post to respond to.  'Hey I'm lonely and I don't know how to talk to people' will get a response. Mods at least should respond.  But the more you post the more confidence you get, as you get that, the more people want to post to you.

There are lots of newbies coming on. How many of you post to them and say Hi, I'm new as well can we have a chat? Where are you from? And develop friendships. The only way forward is too talk and post.

I have been lucky I have made incredible friendships on this site. People who phone and visit me and I to them. You can have that as well, and with me if you so wish.

Hugs my friends and join in.

Cindy
Title: Re: ok, i get it
Post by: jainie marlena on September 21, 2011, 09:05:51 AM
@cindy james, I was thinking my tittles don't say what I am really trying to say. It has gotten easyer.