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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Female to male transsexual talk (FTM) => Topic started by: BraydenKid on September 17, 2011, 10:27:00 PM

Title: I don't wanna live in this body...
Post by: BraydenKid on September 17, 2011, 10:27:00 PM
um hey guys I'm new to this site!
My friend told it's a great site to meet others and get some advice.
So to start off I'm young and I don't know what else to do right now.
I told my mom about being a ftm and she doesn't get it and won't listen to me.
I waited a couple of months and asked her if I can go to back to our family counselor
so that I can tell her whats wrong and how i feel.
I don't know what to do anymore..I just can't be in this body and no one will help me.
I'm also scared that when I'm older and do start T and surgeries that they won't support me and that I'd be on my own. :/
I don't know who else I can talk to so that my family will understand.
right now I'm in homeschool so I don't have a school counselor I just so scared I'm gonna be alone
:( I'm even crying right now
Title: Re: I don't wanna live in this body...
Post by: Arch on September 17, 2011, 11:00:52 PM
Hi, Brayden, and welcome. We'll support you all we can--this is a pretty friendly place. Pull up a chair and make yourself comfortable.

Before you get too far, be sure to check out some of the rules of the road:
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See you around!
Title: Re: I don't wanna live in this body...
Post by: LordKAT on September 18, 2011, 04:27:28 PM
I think you will find here who were alone or felt they were. Many have found friendship and solace from reading and exploring this site. You will notice that many are young here and that you really are not alone.
Title: Re: I don't wanna live in this body...
Post by: Jasper on September 18, 2011, 07:07:45 PM
Hey.

Lots of people here know how you feel. I'm a little older than I'm guessing you might be, and I'm out of school and all that. I just came out to my parents. I'm looking into therapy.

Don't ever fear that you will end up alone. Even if it seems like everyone is abandoning you, remember that you at least have friends here. :)