I was just wondering if sticking acrylic sticks up my coochie 3x a day makes me feel so OFF, of the idea of sex.
Right now it just feel like some silly hole that needs to be serviced - and how blimming romantic that can be now.
Is this normal - for most of us?
The good thing is that it keeps it (my Y) from being unduly ravished, not so good for healing, or do I have this all front to back?
Axélle
Considering you are only a couple of months post-op from major surgery, I 'm not surprised that your libido has taken a dive. If there is any discomfort dilating, that would put you off for sure.
Remember, you are not a bloke any more, HRT has given you a volume control, in place of the on-off switch.
I am filing all this sort of stuff for future reference, as I have an initial consultation with a surgeon this month.
Karen
If you're looking at it from a guy's perspective then a woman inserting anything is instantly sexy - put "object insertion" into Google and you'll get 3 million hits. Dilating is like brushing your teeth, it's just a task that has to be done.
Pre-existing mental attitude is a very important factor for women and all that stuff about romance and music and candlelight isn't just nothing.
You may also have unnaturally low testosterone levels now; some post-ops settle at normal female levels, some are very low and may need a T patch or gel to adjust it, as is given to cis women with low libido.
Like cis-women, the clitoris is far more important than the vagina. It is not uncommon for MTF clitoris to take 9 months to regain feeling, but one day you'll be wiping yourself after a pee and notice a pleasant tingle.
I wouldn't worry about it at this stage. A real lot of cutting went on down there so give it time. :)
Thanks Steffi for the kind and supportive words.
It's really as you say, like brushing teeth 3x/day 'down stairs' and only my sense of due diligence make me comply...
As for some tingle... well I know that, but acrylic is just that - acrylic. No guys so far has in any way raised any tinkle there as yet.
Most my age come unfortunately with a paunch, a drinking problem (Brandy & Coke), and going fishing over the week-end with lots more B & C.
It seems the SA way of life for the 'manne' [van die Royal Hotel...] and I'm NOT having any of it.
So being low on T, or what ever, has some small advantages after all is said and done.
Hug, - oh and happy filing for Karen :-)
Axélle
oh forsure with all the discomfort and all that going on it completely makes sense that you wouldnt be interested in penetration. Once we`re dilating less, and all the discomfort subsides we will LOVE sex. I have masturbated and have had very strong orgasms. Just no desire yet to have sex. Dont worry! we`ll get there! Were still new and getting adjusted to our new bodies!
At the moment you see your vagina as a scarred & healing, over time that will change, but when you're ready and there's no "oh it should be ready now" about it.
It took me about 6 months before I even thought of my vagina as a vagina and not a former pennis thats now a man-made vagina.
It will come, when it does you'll know when it does because it'll almost shock you.
Gosh, thanks for a pleasant shock to come, Nicole.
And now back to more acrylics up that poor lil hole... for my lunch time session.
Some times it seems hard to even put a smiley about it all... grrr
Axélle
Just use progesterone?
Thanks KillBelle,
I now tried to use Estropause/N* which has 16 tabs E only and 12 tabs with E+N.
N* stands for: Norethisterone, obviously not micronised Progesterone.
Norethisterone is giving me some issues, edginess and depression, so I think it's not quite for me?
I have used micronised Progesterone cream and it also seems to cause similar issues but less so, I guess it is a lot less potent.
So, the beat goes on... i.e. the search for the best HRT post-op past 4 month. (putting some life back into this girl :-)
Though one session of dilating takes the sexiness right out of me – it does not hurt, but hey... it's just cold plastic up my poor clam, 3x a day! Eish.
Axélle