I decided to let myself go while the parents went shopping. I'm not going out tonigt because i have work first thing in the morning and i really wish i could just go and have some fun - but i've already cancelled.
SO.... I threw my clothes on the floor, stuck on some 'feminine' (gender neutral) clothes, my binder, my 4" platform goth boots, some make-up, found out all that choccy i been eating has gone straight to my fingers as most of my goth rings dont fit anymore :'( and put some electric blue nail polish on!!!
It felt so good! And i soooooooooo wish i was going out tonight cos thats what i would have gone out in!!
And plus i dont seem to pass as a guy that very well lately and people will prob just see me as some kind of butch lesbian. Thats my latest battle with myself these days >_>
Oh well. One day i'll have a real flat chest and i can show it off to the world and then look femme... I sometimes wonder if i'm just a male ->-bleeped-<- trapt in this female body :-\ I have to laugh at myself sometimes >_>
I bet you look cute. ;)
Seriously though, at least you're figuring out what fits best and what not. It's good practice.
-- Bridget
Yeah i took LOTS of piccy's cos i'm a camera whore. But i cant understand why the mirror loves me, yet when i take a piccy i look diff to what i do in the mirror.... the camera seems to hate me :(
Lighting plus your eyes may have variations that are different from the camera, especially color ranges, like with your avatar. I would fiddle with your camera's settings, from color saturation to exposure times, you should be able to find the best settings for in-doors that way.
-- Bridget
Seriously, i am crap with cameras. I fail to understand how to use them O_o I wish i did know, the instruction manuel doesn't help much >_>
Yeah, just play with the buttons until you understand which feature what does. Like Color Saturation basically captures more data across all the Red/Green/Blue scales. Exposure time will increase how long the camera sensor keeps open so it means more data is captured [this is sometimes used in place of flash with cameras]. Those two tend to balance out issues where they apply [color saturation will make you look less grey and faded, and exposure time will let you turn off the flash and use ambient light]. :)
-- Bridget